Friday, May 30, 2008

quizzes :D

i've been tagged to do quizzes!

so i shall :D

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from EMILY PANG...

Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

eh, lazy to notify people, so you guys whom i end up tagging better read this.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
er.

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
i'd take food, air and water cos i don't think any of my buddies want to be stuck on an island.

3. What will you do if you got outcasted?
suck it up i guess. i've still got pandas :)

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
that i can play the clarinet as well as Ms Leong, but that's hardly going to happen :)

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
i only know i can't survive without air, which, i believe, is free.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my sanity. haha.
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?

buy a pair of Topshop shoes and donate the rest to worthy causes :)

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
haha. no.

9. What would you do if you are given this extremely rare opportunity to study overseas(or something like that) for 5 years but having to part with ur friends & families as a sacrifice.
er. go i guess... just as long as none of them are chronically ill and there is a huge chance they'll be alive when i get back.
10.What is your dream boy?

er. a boy from my dreams?

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
materialistic people who will do anything to succeed (AHEM MLAN)

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
kinda difficult not to refuse that offer huh.

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
that's God's love man :)

14. Ever been cheated by someone you trust?
unfortunately, yes.

15. If there's ever a war (or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
moving to a safer place, a war is waaaay too much action.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
i can't choose.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Terri :D

18. What's your weakest point?
lack of self-esteem? i don't know.

19. What does love means to you?
just that i guess.

20. If the world is going to end tomorrow, what will you do?
hey, if the world ends tomorrow, there really isn't much time left for me to do much right?

and i wanna replace... question 14!

14. ever forgave someone who betrayed you?

as for tagging people, anyone who sees this, just take it yeah? i'm too lazy to tag ;)

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and RACHEL'S quiz :D

1. Three names you go by:
Lee Wei
Wei Wei
panda :D

2. Three screen names you had:
toonyweeny
pandalover
leewei

3. Two physical things you like about yourself:
er.

4. Two physical things you hate about yourself:
...

5. Three parts of your heritage:
rather proud to be Chinese :)
my mum's a Malaysian
dad came from Brunei.

6. Three things that scare you:
me when i'm angry.
pain
isolation

7. Three of your everyday essentials:
food
air
water.

8. Two things you are wearing right now
clothes.
clothes -.-

9. Five of your favourite bands or artists:
五月天
Avalon
S.H.E
赞美之泉
SC BAND

10. Five of your favourite songs:
this list changes all the time, so i'm ignoring it.

11. Three things you want in a relationship:
assurance.
happiness
pandas? lol.

12. Two truths and a lie:
i love pandas
i love clarinets
my skin is blue.

13. Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals you:
LOL PREFERRED SEX.

14. Three of my favourite hobbies:
daydreaming
reading
baking.

15. Three things you want to do badly right now:
watch Bleach
finish homework
run

16. Three careers you've considered/considering
Musician
Counselor
panda caretaker

17. Three places you want to go on vacation:
Sichuan
Japan
lala land

18. Three names you like:
no comment -.-

19. Three things you want to do before you die:
make a positive difference to someone
spread the Word!
bungee jump

20. Three ways you are stereotypically a boy:
huh.

21. Three ways you are stereotypically a girl:
right.

22. Three celeb crushes
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO!
haha, sorry, even Orlando Bloom doesn't rouse any interest :)

23. Three people you would want to see take this quiz:
any bored people who want to volunteer? :)

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i like brownies :)

today was fun! Chuck and Larry is a funny movie!

but really... why does Celeste take an interest in such movies arh? TSK!

haha, love you guys :D

Wen Hui makes too much noise ;)

later, toony

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8:54 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

shopping :)

today's masterclass was... unexpected.

i was hoping for a conventional masterclass, but making me play by heart and walking to the tempo is seriously... -.-

oh wells, at least they have a nice dog :)

and i can't wait for the clarinets to be produced!

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shopping with my mum and sis can be quite productive.

for example, i got the dress i've been wanting for so long! :D

and and and i got a nice pink blouse/dress too :D

the nice Topshop shoes were like $23.

AND THEY DIDN'T HAVE MY SIZE!!!!

hear that? that's my heart shattering into a million pieces. T_T

well, it was a nice day for bonding :)

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how can anyone think this is ugly :)

the latest song is ALONES by Aqua Timez, Bleach opening 6.

i like it a lot too :)

later, toony

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10:16 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

quotes.

"the funny thing about chasing dreams is that nobody can do it alone."

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Hitsugaya just keeps getting cooler :D

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Omens is a nice song.

if only that stupid CD player would work.

i'd like to hear the SC Band CD...

later, toony

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9:24 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT.

ISHIDA URYUU IS AN IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!

FIRST HE SHOT THAT ARROW WHICH LED THE BOUNTO INTO SOUL SOCIETY

THEN HE USED THAT ACCESSORY OF HIS TO SAVE RAN'TAO INSTEAD OF KILLING KARIYA

THEN HE FIRED THAT SUPER DUPER POWERFUL ARROW AT THE SKY INSTEAD OF AT KARIYA.

IDIOT I TELL YOU! IDIOT!

haha, i'm getting obsessed with Bleach :D

HITSUGAYA :D

the next Bleach movie is about him mans!

but he MUST live through the movie, he CANNOT die.

he's too funny for that :D

Hitsugaya was voted the most popular Bleach character in the latest Shonen Jump polls, replacing Ichigo, who had previously held the position.

he beat Rukia too!

wahahahahahaha :D

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i like brownies :)

and i really miss Sophia :(

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shall post a detailed post about my brownies tomorrow :D

along with how i wash the toilets ;)



the fifth Bleach opening, Rolling Star by Yui (chipmunk version)

it's nice! :D

kay maybe you guys don't need to know how i wash toilets ^^

sorry, a bit high today :D

later, toony

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7:40 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

SCHOOL'S OUT!

wahahahaha

finally! :D

and i'm going to spend loads of time watching BLEACH! wahahahaha :D

i think i'm going crazy, and it's thanks to the panda biscuits Janine gave me!

tsk.

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it's tomorrow...

man i'm going to miss them.

so thank God i've still got Fionna :D

and GERMANY with Celeste, Fann and Amelia :D

and Sherri too haha :D

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totally stopped thinking after music when i started watching Bleach, so i almost died during Lang Arts trying to make myself think.

couldn't stop yawning during the SLC meeting.

oops.

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AHH i wrote a nice long reflection and it got deleted!! :(

i shall try again...

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honestly, this semester has been crazy with all the various projects. really really exhausting, and that's why i keep spacing out during Lang Arts i guess.

next semester's going to be worse, with my practical exam, YPSB and EOYs, and preparations for SYF.

with all the draining stuff going on, i think i've lost my focus yet again.

this holiday's going to be more then just rest. i'm going to use this holiday to recuperate, get my focus back so i can be more energised for next term.

no, my priority isn't being a student. it's being a daughter, and i just keep forgetting that. but not anymore.

no more plunking of self onto bed right after reading the devo and not praying. no more excuses honey. no more.

i can do this.

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i think my first reflection was better :(

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Celeste, Fann, Amelia, i LOVE you guys :D

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jiayou jiayou! 办得到的! :D

2SY, i'll miss you :)

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lovely song.

can someone please help me find the piano score?

thank you :D

later, toony

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9:20 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

thinking.

when i looked through the SCGS concert band network, i realised a lot.

there were so so SO many seniors i never knew, working, with boyfriends, graduating from university etc.

i mean, they're kinda old.

and yet, they still belong in the SCGS concert band network.

which made me wonder, what makes them feel like they belong? what is it that makes them so willing to come back to being a part of SCGS concert band?

i can't help it. when i think about the spirit that band must have had... i just envy them so much.

but apart from that... looking through the many members of the network... it filled me up with a very different emotion.

i think i felt that same belonging that i felt last year.

yes, band has changed.

but no matter what, i'll always stick to my belief that being in band is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

thank you Mr Yap. thank you Ms Leong. thank you seniors :)

later, toony

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8:13 PM


sucks.

had so much fun with Fionna and Alyssa today :D

just a pity i won't be getting allowance for a month now. :(

but next time i go Heeren i am SO buying that bag.

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joy to the world, i think i'm just about finished with Home Econs work.

took me quite a good deal to go try out the different stuff.

pity i'll never be able to buy anything.

i shall have more fun next time! :D

and i will stop pigging out and spending $20 on food.

*nods*

ALYSSA FIONNA I LOVE YOU TWO :D

and Fionna talks well haha :D

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GERMANY'S COMING SOON!

honestly i don't know if i'm looking forward to it.

i just know i can't wait for the holidays :)

i really REALLY better start earning money so i can spend it all :D

and i will camwhore a lot too :)

better bring camera charger to Germany.

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there must be something.

i can't give up.

苏打绿 - 小情歌

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着

你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱受不了
看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑逃不了
最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着

你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱受不了
看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑逃不了
最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡

你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱受不了
看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑逃不了
最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡

later, toony

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6:00 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

GEOG'S SCREWING ME!!!

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!

for today, let's not argue over whether horses are better than pandas or not yeah? :D

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NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IT CAN'T BEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PANDAS CANNOT GO MISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE AREN'T ENOUGH OF THEM ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i'm sad now lah :(

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stupid Geog, it's screwing up my brain left right and center :(

yeah sure, this climate isn't suitable, that soil isn't suitable blah blah blah

WELL THEN WHAT IS SUITABLE DAMN YOU!!!!???????

argh.

ARGH.

later, toony

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9:41 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

cheer up.

i've finally realised that compromise is quite a big word.

the concept of understanding and accepting is quite difficult to grasp sometimes.

but honestly, what happened there?

is that it for you guys...?


i've never seen them so sad before... never.

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some sale. a blouse is already $50 :(

so instead, we went up and down Orchard Road doing dumb things ^^


but i really like that dress!


and i'm just so dumb lah lost the neoprints :(

sorry dear :(

i'll always remember off off!

i love you!

cheer up yeah!

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honestly, i'm worried.

everything around me is screwing up so much now.

and it feels like i can't do anything to help.

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my gosh Fionna can be so cute sometimes :D

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Bavaria is the most troublesome place to research on :(


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i just miss everything so much.

please remember the promises.

later, toony

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11:48 AM

Friday, May 16, 2008

happy birthday to me :)

this birthday's comparatively quiet. very very quiet.

it's the first time in my life i didn't go out for dinner on my birthday. even in P5, when my sis went for OBS and my dad went overseas to work just before my birthday, i had dinner with my mum at Crystal Jade.

this year, i've succumbed to the pressures of work, so no going out today except to piano lesson.

a really quiet birthday for a really noisy kid, yet i haven't had a happier birthday in my life.

a MAMMOTH thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday :D

a thank you very much to Celeste, Fann and Amelia for being resourceful with my Percy Pigs hahaha :D

a thank you loads to Qingyi and Janine for wasting time with me on Thursday. i had loads of fun :D

a big thank you to Liyan for the panda model. MY GOSH it's SO CUTE LAH! :D

an equally big thank you to Mellie for the SUPER SUPER cute panda pen! :D

a huge thank you to Priscilla for going all the way to Ang Mo Kio hub to get my present and coming all the way back to give me, and for sitting down to talk to me. the pandas are super cute lah my gosh :D

a bravo thank you to Fionna for the treble clef charm and panda keychain :D

a superb thank you to Stephanie and Zi Kun for the DAMN CUTE panda notebook :D

a special thank you for Ms Evelyn for the treble clef necklace :D

and all my gratitude to my sis for Peppy, my mum and dad for the Risis panda bracelet and the dinner and the cake :D

ever since i fell sick before carnival, i've been so much more appreciative of my family and for the family i have in school. everyone's just so awesome to me, and i've just been so so much happier. especially 2SY and band people. you guys give me reason to stay in SC and not to try out for IP, and i'm really really grateful to all of you for that.

everyone,

i love you guys :)

later, toony

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10:11 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

looked.



gosh.

we look happy.

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that feels like such a long time ago.

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MY GOSH I HATE PUBERTY!!!!

and for the first time in my life, i'm hating my birthday.

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i should stop being immature.

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but Stuart, that was a kind thought :D

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we looked happy.

it's the wrong stand.

later, toony

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10:29 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

-tired-

been superbly tired lately.

ever since the week leading up to Istana, i've just been killing myself over work again and again.

i need a big Subway cookie.

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Twelfth Night's taking over my brain D:

"If music be the food of love, play on.
Give me excess of it, that surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die."

=.=

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Fionna, Qingyi, Alyssa, i love you guys man! :D

keep being cool :D

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i keep being reminded of how cool it is to be a clarinettist :D

i have a VERY random sister.

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hahaha Priscilla i should follow you around the school one day!

and you should follow me around one day!

we'll both be very happy on that day!

:D

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SC BAND!

you're almost approaching 40!!!

but please do stay the same kay?

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-brain dead-ness -

i'm dreaming of big chocolate cakes.

14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14 14.

i want a free day for my birthday :(

at least time to have dinner with my parents and my sis lah.

but there's piano lesson WTH -.-

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i wanna hibernate!

later, toony

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7:34 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

probably not.



aww man you can't really see the nice nice rectangles.

oh wells, just know that i created a masterpiece with flash during computer studies today :D

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i finished my math work quite well in the band room today.

ain't that cool? i know where's one place i can study at in the future.

only... i can't eat while studying.

hmm.

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i like those five chairs.

i think writing on the stand now really is too late.

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give me a reason to give you a chance.

just one, small reason, and i will give it to you.

i would like a conductor i can get along with.

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feeling rather sleepy suddenly.

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math test tomorrow.

i really REALLY hope i don't screw up all the algebra questions :(

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went looking for algebra practice questions online and look at the first question i saw:

If Lynn can type a page in p minutes, what piece of the page can she do in 5 minutes?

you can almost say i see her everywhere lol.



a nice song :D

later, toony

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7:57 PM

Friday, May 09, 2008

loving Reverso.



i just realised that i've only been to Island Creamery with seniors.

my gosh i look so retarded.

Alyssa, Qingyi, Lynn, you guys are great man :D

Reverso ice-cream's going to be really special to me from now on :)

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well, i'm just really REALLY glad OM and CE presentation's over.

but Celeste, Liwen, Cheryl, Wen Hui, Deborah Tan arh...

you guys watch out man!

2SY rocks :D

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Isabel dear,

i love you loads! :D

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last year, i loved school. like the whole school culture and everything.

and it was the band spirit that made me love band so much too.

but now, school still means so much to me just cos of the people.

and it's the people that make me so reluctant to leave...

so, thanks everyone for giving me reasons to keep coming.

love you guys :D

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stupid 190s, 700A and 960 -.-

the guy on the bus had scary eyes.

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ooh yes

can we play Final Fantasy for the clarinet ensemble? :D

later, toony

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9:50 PM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Island Creamery

wth stayed up till 2 am rushing the OM portfolio and finishing Mr Tee's damn math worksheet -.-

i'm NEVER doing that again.

suddenly, i just feel like dropping dead in bed.

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OM was screwed, but not as bad as expected :D

good job everyone, and thanks for bearing with my temper :)

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sectionals...

i got a nicer sound for the high notes, but i can't produce that sound when i move from the non-register notes to the register notes, so i need help from Ms Leong.

the Mr Tan in the band room today is such a dreamer.

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there's no point complaining about it all if we don't do anything.

let them hear from the smallest level in the band.

i'm not going to let them change so much without a fight.

and i just hope that everyone is willing to step out of the comfort zone, to risk getting on the bad side of the teachers just to try, even to try, to get our SC Band back.

i don't want this CCA to screw up.

not now.

not ever.


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no, Istana didn't mean anything to me.

maybe that's why i screwed up so badly that day.

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i don't want any more to change.

please, just keep your word?

that's all we really want...

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i love little Panda dear :)

and Tommy too ^^

never forgetting Terri :D

nor Peter :D

pandas rule :D

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and of course, Alyssa, Qingyi, Lynn,

i love you guys :D

let's take a tour of the LRT system someday kay? :D

Howie Day - Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

When I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find you and I collide

You finally find you and I collide
You finally find you and I collide

later, toony

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9:09 PM

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

om sucks!!

i hate OM.

i'm going to burn midnight oil tonight!

coffee please!

:(

oh my, i totally forgot i had Les Miserables in my music library -.-

later, toony

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9:00 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

OM SUCK!!!

OM's screwing me left right and center lahh.

and after that there's the CE presentation.

then the Lang Arts performance task.

and preparations for Germany.

thanks -.-

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beyond tired now.

reminds me of a song we sang in primary school choir.

winkle, blinkle and nod.

wink, blink, nod, snooze.

zzzzzzzzzzz

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I HATE OM!!!

juniors reading this, try your best to do other stuff, just DON'T DO OM!!!

guai :D

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yeah, that was a close shave.

but we're not going to let you take away any more than you already have.

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retail therapy :(

later, toony

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8:13 PM

Monday, May 05, 2008

screw geog!!

SCREW GEOG.

cos Geog's going to kill me :(

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8:07 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2008

walking does help.

took a walk around the estate yesterday.

did anyone know there's such a thing as University Rd park?

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walking helped a little. made me think better and all.

walking around the estate beats the treadmill ANYDAY. next time i should try jogging.

but that would mean deprived of water until i get out of the maze of roads.

i do feel somewhat better though.

hope this lasts for a little while longer.

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i think... we should go talk to them again.

this time, i have a clearer idea of what i want to say.

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wahahaha my dad is so retarded.

- the dad walks in while i stare at soft ice-cream with chocolate sauce and shaved frozen milk-
me: dad! i want this!
dad: wow that looks nice. when do you want it?
me: on my birthday would be nice :D
dad: your birthday? that's a long way away!
me: what long way away!
dad: it's in June right?
me: -stunned-

tsk 14 years le still cannot remember -.-

never mind, i'm understanding enough to understand that it's probably cos he's been way to busy lately :D

anyways, i've been doing really retarded stuff lately, like leaving my geog text in school when there's a geog test on Tuesday.

and breaking the air pump thingy while trying to pump air into my bicycle tyres.

i'm waay beyond smart! hahaha :D

i'm not going to be sad and emo today, cos otherwise i won't be able to post my birthday wishlist!

ha, so retarded :D

  1. NEW CLARINET!
  2. clarinet scores
  3. Stream of Praise albums :D
  4. nice nice piano scores from nice nice movies like... Titanic. and some nice famous songs which have nice piano scores.
  5. new metronome (i do love my current pink one, but i think it lags.)
  6. new bible!!! (those with nice long devos inside. yeah.)
  7. those nice nice christian books.
  8. cookbooks! (there was this nice book i read about in Lifestyle, and it's like $60!!!)
  9. ice-cream maker (don't need a very serious one, just as long as it works, i'm happy :) )
  10. a nice big tub of B & J's, Haagen Dazs, Island Creamery and Gelare ice-cream ;)
  11. Topshop shoes!
  12. Topshop clothes :D
  13. baking stuff like piping nozzles and all (THIS MIGHT BE USED FOR YOUR PRESENT KAY!)
  14. a crumpler!
  15. a nice Paper People notebook (A5 please :D)
  16. a nice blank notebook (a big one would be nice ^^)
  17. a nice enough A5 notebook with lines for all the random stuff i have to write down
  18. nice nice accessories! (preferably panda-related :D)
  19. nice new file and plastic folder.
  20. and of course, PANDA STUFF!!
  21. and anything else you think i might like :D
yup, that's it for now!

jot all this down!! this post may disappear soon enough! :D

and there's something i really want, but i can't quite remember what it is.

OH YES!

22. a music stand!

yes yes i know i'm thick-skinned ;)

by the way, does anyone know of any nice cake shops? like those sort that really let you sit down and eat cake sort of cake shops?

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you will be better off without me.

we're not on the same path anymore.

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maybe one day i'll learn to let go.

later, toony

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1:56 PM

Friday, May 02, 2008

yesterdays.

yesterday was kind of an explode day for me.

it's a very funny feeling, being hungry with a rumbling stomach and all, yet after the first bite you just feel like throwing everything up again.

walked around with panda, showing her the places which mean so much to me.

maybe i should have just sat outside the band room and waited for the key to come back.

well, instead, i chose to sit at the hydroponics area where we have sectionals. and i just sat down and stoned.

seeing Qingyi and Fionna come over... and i just gave in.

i love you two :)

...

off to Istana... panda dear couldn't come :(

haiz, sad that i couldn't be with the clarinets on the bus...

Istana's rather cool, like really big and all...

the heat almost killed me lah. my head was spinning quite badly.

and it really wasn't a very good performance.

...

back to school, and i think that's where things got kinda bad.

but honestly... you promised that you guys will be trying hard to make it all better for us.

but don't you get it? we're different from Mr Tan's other bands. if he's not used to it, he better get used to it now.

SC Band is SC Band, that's a fact no one can ever change. everyone loved SC Band, we belonged, and the best part? we were happy.

i used to stare at the darn clock wishing that it would hurry up and i could just hurry to the band room and get stands and all.

i actually quite enjoyed trying not to stumble over the whole mess of bags. i enjoyed the super long walks to the far far away classrooms.

i liked learning under Ms Leong and Ms Ng. i really enjoyed it. Ms Leong's beyond cool man.

i used to wish so desperately that i could hurry and join the main band so i could play with them and all.

now, i stare at the darn clock wishing it would hurry up and i could go home and band prac would be over and all.

i miss the old SC Band so much i even ENJOY playing five minutes a day now.

so please, it's just one last thing you can do for us. don't change handover day.

please.

...

lost appetite again today.

i've been doing that quite often lately...

2.4 today made me realise just how demoralised i've become.

but really, i'm tired.

i'm sick and tired of fighting against all this. i'm sick and tired of fighting the notion that it's all over, that i should just give up.

i don't want to give up. i really want the old SC Band back.

yes, maybe the new SC Band's not going to be bad.

call me selfish, but i think we all deserve the best, and SC Band '07 was the best.

i need motivation to keep going to school. that's what band did for me last year. and i need that motivation back.

...

somedays, i just wish i could stay in the band room all day.

there has to be something we can do. something. anything.

i can't give up now.

...

i was being really quiet and all emo-ish today. sorry people, i couldn't help it.

i was just really tired today.

...

i screwed up NAPFA D:

...

i'm going to walk around the school again on Monday.

but i'm not going to cry.

...

how i wish i could talk about this.

but i just can't seem to be able to bring myself to.



anyone knows what song this is?

later, toony

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SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(: she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
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