i'm always forgetting to tell you something.

THANK YOU.

WTH.

you know how much it hurts when i think and realise that the only time you speak to me is to scold me.

this feeling sucks you know.

and i would accept that if you would just tell me WHY

why can't you stop this cold war?

why did you even start it?

you know what

i can't even stand being anywhere near you now.

you know how pathetic this is?

and even while i was trying out the clothes the only thing i really wanted to do was to cry.

yeah. it hurts. it really does.

---

i was hoping, really really hoping.

really hoping that you would talk to me for once.

tell me if that was too much to ask for.

and i'll give up.

i really will.

it was wrong of me to have such high hopes in you.

cos you'll never ever stop to see the tears pouring down my face.

stop giving me a reason to hope.

the disappointment is too much for me.

---

hey, girl.

what happened to your smile?

and why do your eyes always seem so tired

as if they've cried a river?

The Most Beautiful Flower

The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read
Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree.
Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown,
For the world was intent on dragging me down.

And if that weren't enough to ruin my day,
A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play.
He stood right before me with his head tilted down
And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!"

In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight,
With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light.
Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play,
I faked a small smile and then shifted away.

But instead of retreating he sat next to my side
And placed the flower to his nose
And declared with overacted surprise,
"It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too.
That's why I picked it; here, it's for you."

The weed before me was dying or dead.
Not vibrant of colors: orange, yellow or red.
But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave.
So I reached for the flower, and replied, "Just what I need."

But instead of him placing the flower in my hand,
He held it mid-air without reason or plan.
It was then that I noticed for the very first time
That weed-toting boy could not see: he was blind.

I heard my voice quiver; tears shone in the sun
As I thanked him for picking the very best one.
You're welcome," he smiled, and then ran off to play,
Unaware of the impact he'd had on my day.

I sat there and wondered how he managed to see
A self-pitying woman beneath an old willow tree.
How did he know of my self-indulged plight?
Perhaps from his heart, he'd been blessed with true sight.

Through the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see
The problem was not with the world; the problem was me.

And for all of those times
I myself had been blind,
I vowed to see the beauty in life,
And appreciate every second that's mine.

And then I held that wilted flower up to my nose
And breathed in the fragrance of a beautiful rose
And smiled as I watched that young boy,
Another weed in his hand,
About to change the life of an unsuspecting old man.

Cheryl Costello-Forshey

i thought it was really good.

here's an amusing one

Cat Up A Tree

Ever have a cat-up-a-tree? Ever seen a catapult? The following was received from a missionary in Romania. God's care, creativity and timing is awesome!

Suddenly a bright idea struck the pastor! By tying the wispy branches of the tree to the bumper of his car and slowly driving forward, he could bend the top branches enough to reach his terrified, precious kitten. Carefully, the brave rescuer executed the brilliant plan.

However, just as the pastor reached for his furry friend, the rope snapped and the wide-eyed, frozen kitty flew through the air as though catapulted into space.

What to do? After a fruitless search the dejected pastor gave the care of his former companion into the hands of his Creator.

While shopping not many days later, the pastor bumped into the grocery cart of a woman from his church. Knowing her reputation for disliking cats, he commented on the fact that she had cat food in her basket.

"You'll never believe what happened!" replied the woman. "My little girl has been begging me for a kitten for months and I continually responded that we have no need for a cat. She has such love for animals, and one day when she again asked for her very own cat, I told her that I would not get a cat for her, but if God gave her one, she could keep it."

Satisfied with the answer, my daughter ran into the backyard, got down on her knees, closed her eyes tightly and prayed, "Dear God, please send me a kitty of my very own to love and care for. Amen."

"She opened her eyes and what do you think she saw? A little kitten with paws outstretched flying through the air. It landed right in front of my daughter and has been part of our family ever since!"

.................................................................................

this story really got me thinking... i need your opinion on this story... cos well... i really don't know how i should respond to it...

Pure Blood

The day is over, you are driving home. You tune in your radio.

You hear a little blurb about a little village in India where some villagers have died suddenly, strangely, of a flu that has never been seen before. It's not influenza, but three or four fellows are dead, and it's kind of interesting, and they're sending some doctors over there to investigate it. You don't think much about it, but on Sunday, coming home from church, you hear another radio spot. Only they say it's not three villagers, it's 30,000 villagers in the back hills of this particular area of India, and it's on TV that night. CNN runs a little blurb; people are heading there from the disease center in Atlanta because this disease strain has never been seen before.

By Monday morning when you get up, it's the lead story. For it's not just India; it's Pakistan, Afghanistan, Iran, and before you know it, you're hearing this story everywhere and they have coined it now as "the mystery flu".

The President has made some comment that he and everyone are praying and hoping that all will go well over there. But everyone is won- dering, How are we going to contain it? That's when the President of France makes a announcement that shocks Europe. He is closing their borders. No flights from India, Pakistan, or any of the countries where this thing has been seen. And that's why that night you are watching a little bit of CNN before going to bed. Your jaw hits your chest when a weeping woman is translated from a French news program into English: There's a man lying in a hospital in Paris dying of the mystery flu. It has come to Europe. Panic strikes. As best they can tell, once you get it, you have it for a week and you don't know it. Then you have four days of unbelievable symptoms. And then you die.

Britain closes it's borders, but it's too late. South Hampton, Liverpool, North Hampton, and it's Tuesday morning when the President of the United States makes the following announcement: "Due to a national security risk, all flights to and from Europe and Asia have been canceled. If your loved ones are overseas, I'm sorry. They cannot come back until we find a cure for this thing." Within four days our nation has been plunged into an unbelievable fear. People are selling little masks for your face. People are talking about "What if it comes to this country," and preachers on Tuesday are saying, "It's the scourge of God."

It's Wednesday night and you are at a church prayer meeting when some- body runs in from the parking lot and says, "Turn on a radio, turn on a radio." And while the church listens to a little transistor radio with a microphone stuck up to it, the announcement is made. Two women are lying in a Long Island hospital dying from the mystery flu. Within hours it seems, this thing just sweeps across the country. People are working around the clock trying to find an antidote. Nothing is working. California. Oregon. Arizona. Florida. Massachusetts. It's as though it's just sweeping in from the borders.

And then, all of a sudden the news comes out. The code has been broken. A cure can be found. A vaccine can be made. It's going to take the blood of somebody who hasn't been infected, and so, sure enough, all through the Midwest, through all those channels of emergency broadcasting, everyone is asked to do one simple thing: Go to your downtown hospital and have your blood type taken. That's all we ask of you. And when you hear the sirens go off in your neighborhood, please make your way quickly, quietly, and safely to the hospitals. Sure enough, when you and your family get down there late on that Friday night, there is a long line, and they've got nurses and doctors coming out and pricking fingers and taking blood and putting labels on it. Your wife and your kids are out there, and they take your blood type and they say, "Wait here in the parking lot and if we call your name, you can be dismissed and go home." You stand around, scared, with your neighbors, wondering what in the world is going on and that this is the end of the world.

Suddenly a young man comes running out of the hospital screaming. He's yelling a name and waving a clipboard. What? He yells it again! And your son tugs on your jacket and says, "Daddy,that's me." Before you know it, they have grabbed your boy. Wait a minute. Hold on! And they say, "It's okay, his blood is clean. His blood is pure. We want to make sure he doesn't have the disease. We think he has got the right type."

Five tense minutes later, out come the doctors and nurses, crying and hugging one another - some are even laughing. It's the first time you have seen anybody laugh in a week, and an old doctor walks up to you and says, "Thank you, sir. Your son's blood type is perfect. It's clean, it is pure, and we can make the vaccine." As the word begins to spread all across that parking lot full of folks, people are screaming and praying and laughing and crying. But then the gray- haired doctor pulls you and you wife aside and says, "May we see you for a moment? We didn't realize that the donor would be a minor and we need...we need you to sign a consent form." You begin to sign and then you see that the number of pints of blood to be taken is empty.

"H-h-h-how many pints?" And that is when the old doctor's smile fades and he says, "We had no idea it would be a little child. We weren't prepared. We need it all! But-but...You don't understand. We are talking about the world here. Please sign. We- we need it all -- we need it all!"

"But can't you give him a transfusion?"

"If we had clean blood we would. Can you sign?

Would you sign?"

In numb silence, you do. Then they say, "Would you like to have a moment with him before we begin?" Can you walk back? Can you walk back to that room where he sits on a table saying, "Daddy? Mommy? What's going on?" Can you take his hands and say, "Son, your mommy and I love you, and we would never ever let anything happen to you that didn't just have to be. Do you understand that?" And when that old doctor comes back in and says, "I'm sorry, we've-we've got to get started. People all over the world are dying." Can you leave? Can you walk out while he is saying, "Dad? Mom? Dad? Why-why have you forsaken me?"

And then next week, when they have the ceremony to honor your son, and some folks sleep through it, and some folks don't even come because they go to the lake, and some folks come with a pretentious smile and just pretend to care. Would you want to jump up and say, "MY SON DIED! DON'T YOU CARE?"

Is that what GOD wants to say? "MY SON DIED. DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE?"

"Father, seeing it from your eyes breaks our hearts. Maybe now we can begin to comprehend the great Love you have for us."

way long post today... haiz.

later, toony

yep yep yep. i was bored.


Create your own Friend Test here

try it out?

don't worry, i won't kill you if you fail.

^^

have i mentioned how fun maggiemarket.com is?

my piano teacher introduced it to me ^^

go play it!

it's really really cute ^^

ESPECIALLY Spider-mag

LOL ^^

...

I WANT MY CLARINET!

T_T

later, toony

THIRD POST TODAY!

anyway, ignore the previous post...

cos i've just realised something...

WHAT AM I DOING BEING SO UNGRATEFUL?

i was staring at the squeaky panda thing Abigail and Fann got for me when they went to the zoo

and i realised.

i. am so. blessed.

well, let's take a look.

i can say i'm a child of GOD.

i have awesome seniors.

i have a complete family.

and

i have the best friends anyone could ask for.

my life is so enriched

what am i doing wishing i had more?

i don't need anymore than what i already have.

and really, from the bottom of my heart,

i love you guys.

thank you, so, so much.

:)

i owe you a cookie!

later, toony

我想要说
作词:周炜杰 蔡昮佑
作曲:蔡昮佑
编曲:蔡科俊
蔡昮佑-我想要说
看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我
在这一切

我想要说...

但是... 自己想说什么... 自己也不知道...

这样下去... 也为勉太痛苦了...

太复杂了。

---

that was fun.

tons of copying and pasting ^^

like a jigsaw.

complicated... yet the solution is so simple...

argh...

the complications of the past is haunting me...

...

i wanna watch Pirates of the Carribean 3.

later, toony

i've become so numb...

oh gosh. better lose this sadistic-ness.

yep, i finally got a playlist ^^

and yeah, it's mainly Chinese songs

you really can find them on imeem ^^

great. now i want 梵谷的左耳 by 阿沁 as well.

cos 记得爱 is so nice lah!

T_T

阿沁 - 记得爱

作词:李玖哲
作曲:徐世珍
编曲:黄中岳
天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎 oh yeah
我还爱着一个人但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退 oh～
记得爱所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再考虑应该不应该
一滴泪落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得爱就无所谓孤单

and er, i'm not a particular fan of any of the artists, it's just that i really like the song

but 五月天 is really good.

and anyone wondering why i like Chinese songs so much, it's cos my dad only buys Chinese albums, and we only have Chinese MTV at home.

yeah ^^

and it helps improve my Chinese too! ^^

enjoy!

oh, and i got my court shoes ^^

but i'm wondering if i should get a refund, cos there are small buckles on it.

and i'll be sitting in the front during performances.

so yeah.

ah well.

never mind lah... think they'll be fine.

later, toony

i should just give up on waiting.

i never should have hoped in you anyway.

okay.

so i went from posting once a week, to once a day, to twice a day, in a *wish i could say day, but...* week.

i'm really impressed by this guy.



pro right?

and what's more, he actually performed at the Korean Ambassy in AMERICA.

wow.

thanks to Marcus for introducing this guy ^^

cos he's really super super pro.

*wish i could play like him, only just as good on the clarinet and the piano*

jiayou! ^^

later, toony

Still
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

does anyone have the song?

can send me?

PLEASE?

ty ^^

i shall rant about my heymath assignment this time.

WHY CAN'T I SEE SOME OF THE EQUATIONS???!!!

i already brought up this issue with Mrs Tan

and i was hoping that it wouldn't let me down and fail again.

BUT IT DID.

and now

instead of a possible >10

i got 9.

grrr.

okay.

enough ranting.

shall go out and borrow a computer that lets me see the equations.

HMPH.

i baked cookies today ^^ (though they're called moon rocks o.O)

i had to substitute chocolate chips with my hershey chocolate bar from my 2SY angel

Vanessa ^^

and i threw in some raisins

and it's really quite good.

considering they're from scratch

anyone wants some? ^^

i wanna bake again.

but i'll need more ingredients ^^

maybe somday, i'll make bamboo cookies

and feed... *drumroll*

PANDAS!

^^

later, toony

i will be still, and know You're God...

see the new song?

it's to match the skin.

^^

oh yes.

i.

am.

here.

to.

rant.

i seriously don't get those people who call themselves 'anon' on other peoples' tagboards.

like, okay, if they're there to offer advice and stuff, fine, that's really nice of them ^^

if, however, they're there to flame, like what was found on Abigail's blog

that's really nasty.

i mean, i'm not even Abigail, and i already know that such words hurt

and well, rephrasing it wouldn't hurt either.

and well, no one's perfect. except God and Jesus, yeah.

we all have our own faults after all.

so, unless we're perfect ourselves, we're in no position to judge anyone.

really.

so, to all who go round flaming as 'anonymous' or anything like that

please don't.

you're not in the position to judge.

i'm not well, hating you or anything.

just... just know that you will have to remove the plank from your eye first

after that, then you remove the speck of dust from other people's eyes

alright?

:)

and the world will be happier place ^^

okay! that's done!

now, something meaningful too.

The Greatest man in History
IN CHEMISTRY, HE TURNED WATER TO WINE
IN BIOLOGY, HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE NORMAL CONCEPTION.
IN PHYSICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN
IN ECONOMICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 MEN WITH TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD
IN MEDICINE, HE CURED THE SICK AND THE BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE DOSE OF DRUGS
IN HISTORY, HE IS THE >BEGINNING AND THE END
IN GOVERNMENT, HE SAID THAT HE SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE
IN RELIGION, HE SAID NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM

*SO, WHO IS HE? HE IS JESUS! JOIN ME AND LET'S CELEBRATE HIM; HE IS WORTHY.
THE EYES BEHOLDING THIS MESSAGE SHALL NOT BEHOLD EVIL, THE HAND THAT WILL SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYBODY SHALL NOT LABOR IN VAIN AND THE MOUTH SAYING AMEN TO THIS PRAYER SHALL SMILE FOREVER REMAIN IN GOD AND SEEK HIS FACE ALWAYS. AMEN!

*IN GOD I'VE FOUND >EVERYTHING!

*The Greatest Man in History*
*Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master.
Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher.
Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer.
He had no army, yet kings feared Him
He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world.
He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him.
He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today*

We were blind and lost,

but You came to rescue us

later, toony

thank You, Lord.

me, being the dumb, spastic me, COMPLETELY forgot to mention one VERY important thing.

mum and i were having lunch in the basement of Taka yesterday

then cos their food court is always super crowded

we had a difficult time getting a seat

then while we were waiting for this lady to finish her food so she and her companiant(?) would leave

her companiant got up and let me have the seat

and she wasn't exactly young

but she was so nice!

and she was rushing her friend so mum could sit down

SO NICE RIGHT.

^^

LET EVERYONE BE HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

and may everyone please learn to accept other people's faults.

haiz.

it's getting more and more complicated by the day. >_<

i don't like complications either.



later, toony

WHOO i'm finally done.

yes, i know the words are a tad small.

anyone can help me modify?

of course, this isn't going to be the permanant one.

when i finish coming up with a design and can get the html,

(many thanks to Yilin)

i'll change again!

^^

oh, and can anyone help me get a playlist?

later, toony

阿沁 - 其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

it doesn't mean particularly anything to me

but it's a seriously nice song.

i don't have that many English songs cos i can't download those

yeah.

went shopping with my mum at ORCHARD today

was looking for court shoes, but couldn't find nice affordable ones.

bleah.

i want to bake something!

*itches*

i wanna practise my clarinet too! T_T

and i've just realised that my piano teacher is much more hip than others her age

and that her cousin knows the llama song as well

her cousin is 12, by the way

and we were listening to the song on youtube yesterday

then the two of us were singing along to it

it was HILARIOUS.

and spider-mag has a BIG head

LOL.

and my teacher gave me the cutest panda stickers!

*squeals*

love pandas! ^^

love band!

love seniors!

LOVE YOU READER!

hahaha

later, toony

STAY HAPPY EVERYONE!

ex. PLODE.

i can't take my clarinet home until the 18th of June!

I MISS MY CLARINET.

to think... i rushed all the way to Plaza Singapura to buy a reed for nothing...

T_T

ah well, at least i got a new reed ^^

and it used up all my funds.

which means i'll probably starve this Sunday.

ah well.

who cares man.

least i got nice new reeds ^^

NOW I WANT MY CLARINET.

*sobs*

ah well.

still can't believe i bumped into Sylvia at the bus stop today

was hoping she wouldn't notice me.

then when 171 came,

she said," bye leewei!"

T_T

then when she got off the bus

she tapped me on the shoulder and said," bye panda."

...

at least she acknowledges my existence ^^

fine lah fine lah... so she's a nice senior...

...

really reluctant to say this... later inflate her ego...

but i love her lah...

like... the older sis so many of my classmates want...

and like the older sis i wish i had...

wish my real sis was more like her...

sigh...

and i'm really going to miss her when she goes to JC.

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE PEOPLE.

REJOICE.

later, toony

林宇中 - 旋律

你是眼里的音乐
最动心的歌
你播着
全世界突然亮了
多么实在的感觉
望着你的脸
这一刻
我到了被人遗忘的永远
在陌生的街
天让我们遇见
像迷路的人找到了回家的路线
你的美丽我要珍惜
昨天会忘记
是谁遗失了你
我愿陪着你找回你自已
我愿陪着你找回自已
当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里
我已确定
那个人就是你
窝在我心里最动听的melody

this song is so nice lah!

also have another one... same singer...

林宇中 - 苍蝇的泪滴

你的美丽像黑森林
谁不着迷谁又靠得近
温暖还是冰冷冷
猜测下一秒你的天气
宝贝还是玩具
我怀疑我自已
戴苍蝇的眼镜
太多你数不清
一千种个性
谁向谁说我爱你
你又不是垃圾
也没有长细菌
却让我生病
亲一个让我痊愈
戴苍蝇的眼镜
看你举棋对定
一千颗泪滴
告诉我有多爱你
即使你没反应
我想我也愿意
被一个温柔的表情
骗我爱上你

great lah. now i want the album T_T

i need a new reed.

haiz... that's gonna be the 6th one i buy... ><"

oh and hydroponics harvesting day today

i walked home with the front part of my uniform wet and the other part dry

LOL. ^^

so fun lah

and Yuhan and i were dragging the mop on the plastic thingy

and it all splashed out

on Mr Sim.

LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

i miss my clarinet T_T

later, toony

oh my gosh...

why is my playing so terrible...

how on earth am i going to do SC band proud...

how on earth am i going to do my seniors proud...

my playing seriously sucks.

i pity SC band... they have such a horrible player like me...

self-esteem has gone with the wind...

haiz...

i suck.

...

are pandas spotted.

LOL.

i really love my seniors...

all the best for O levels!

and i love all the sec 2s and 3s as well...

jiayou with everything!

and learn how to tolerate my terrible playing...

sorry i can't be as good as you...

but i'll keep working hard.

promise...

later, toony

...

have i ever mentioned how good a walk in the rain can be?

somehow, still numb

cold...

boiling...

you...

him...

sadistic me...

this really is too much...

distracted...

losing focus...

GET BACK DOWN HERE GIRL.

...

girl, you are such a loser.

...

i know.

later, toony

i hate myself damn it

i really want to join main band... but i can't even play the clarinet properly...

OH MY GOSH...

DIE GIRL DIE.

haiz...

but still, must be optimistic.

...

seriously, i can't imagine life out of SC anymore

SC rocks so bad...

especially all my great friends

who are always there to listen...

and who always understand me...

i love you guys!

and of course, i love band ^^

i love my music...

now just have to play properly...

why can't i play well enough...

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

later, toony

I HATE HISTORY.

i seriously cannot find anything wrong with the Tang dynasty...

i mean, the problems faced are so super standard in China lah

what the...

I HATE HISTORY.

why must it be so difficult???!!!

AIYAH!!!

i seriously wish you never asked me.

i seriously wish you never told me.

now i have to live with the consequences of it all.



I NEED TO STUDY!

damn it lah!!! last week and you come and give me history test!!!

WHAT THE HELL!!!

*breathes in, breathes out*

i have a spastic senior ^^

later, toony

let me tell you something people.

band rocks

yep, time to do some reflecting

truth be told arh, just a few months ago, i would never have dreamt i'd be in band.

and now, i'm so happily carrying my clarinet to and fro school.

i love the band man!

we got our uniforms ^^

i didn't have time to try it out properly, but i think i look kinda weird in it.

but i like the tie ^^

took a picture of my shirt and the SC band tie

so retarded

and i'm so upset!!!

i missed the clarinet ensemble!!!

it's cos of the debrief and the math thing lah

T_T i wanted to watch T_T

so sad lah...

confusion.

it's written all over my heart

i love my seniors.

later, toony

i really want to yell it out

I LO-

but i can't.

i'm thirteen now ^^

many many many presents this year. kinda difficult to bring home

currently in music lesson, so i can't upload anything on

Wednesday... got a lot of presents from my LOVELY friends ^^

then i got my phone back, and $50 shopping money ^^

Thursday, got even more presents, very big, very bulky

then we walked around Junction 8. i was carrying my BIG heavy school bag and three different bags

rather not bad, bought a new pencil case and a worship album

2 CDs for $13.41. was really good ^^

i messaged for the first time in a month yesterday. thirty messages in one go. so pro

then arh... had a great chat with friends on MSN as well

i'm healing, i'm blessed, i'm loved.

i'm happy.

thank you Lord

i can't wait for Band!

SC seniors are so COOL.

erm... spastic too ^^

but in a good way ^^

thanks to Qing Yi and Alyssa, who got me LEMON CLEANSING FOAM

^^

so... do i still love you?

later, toony

i'm posting since some people *coughs**fann**coughs* are telling me to post...

and blogger let me in ^^

i shall post pictures!!!

been a while since i did that ^^

oh my gosh...

now it's photobucket that's not working...

T_T

the internet must have something against me...

oh, okay. it loaded ^^

that was spastic ^^

have i told you just how much i adore band

and how much i adore the clarinet

and *my seniors*

and SC ^^

okay...

pictures!!!

OH MY GOSH PHOTOBUCKET LOAD.



my first present... from mum...



my second one... from Yilin ^^ thanks man!



third one... from Liyan... thanks dear! ^^



from Sylvia ^^ thanks a lot! lao3 lee wei... -__-'''



from Lyeann ^^ thanks little guide!!!



Linda and Isabel... nice people, both of them ^^



Debbie and Joanna hiding from my camera... T.T



my 'wife' and i ^^



Stephanie being shy...

so fun ^^

my last hours as a child shall be spent on my History Performance Task

...

wow.

beneath all the happy going-ons...

lies a web of hate, of lies, of hurt.

i don't like this.

i don't like this at all.

later, toony

had the Mother's Day celebration yesterday...

kept running aroung and around and around... then was quite rushed, so run too fast, really felt like throwing up.

but thanks to everyone who showed me so much care and concern :) love you guys...

emotions were a bit high, everyone was fustrated, angry.

remember, we're still a class.

and then arh... the quiz... we were making up the questions on the spot... so... ^^

Ms Sie Wai Ha.

LOL.

didn't have much to eat, just kept stealing food from others and drinking soft drinks.

then we had to sing.

we were so high lah... from the pond can hear," cos I-I-I-I-I"

okay, very funny and hyper class ^^

very funny and hyper mothers too ^^

then we had the duet... and the dedication...

and the washing of the mothers' feet...

and then we sang once more...

and we went to clear up ^^

scrapping wax of the stones is not very fun

but the candles were super romantic...

and i got burnt while trying to put one out

but it's fine now ^^

praise the Lord.

i prayed that He would help us to cooperate and make this a success...

and He did...

thanks Lord.

for blessing me with such great friends...

friends who rock my world...

and friends who care so much...

thank you Lord

later, toony

cos I-I-I-I-I

need ti-i-i-i-ime

my heart is numb i've got no feeling

so while i'm still healing

just try-y-y-y-y

and have a little patience

i'm in music lesson currently.

^^

had so much fun with Celestine and Fann at Serene Centre yesterday

we stuck three fries into Fann's ice-cream cone

then while we were digging it out, i accidentally knocked it over.

then cos i was laughing too hard, i couldn't make it upright again.

yeah mans(:

^^

that was by my 'baby daughter' (Dione) ^^

and then, we put an apple into the ice-cream as well

and put fries around it

was so fun man

and then i put caramel and ice-cream together

and i dipped my fries into caramel

and ice-cream

and chilli

and tomato ketchup ^^

and we went so high man

LOL

then we went to get the Mother's Day prizes

i must have seemed kuku

putting packet after packet after packet of Hello Panda into the basket.

then we had to lug the stuff back home

oh yes

and Fann left her Math text on the bus

and i was screaming at her to go run after the bus

so in the end i had to lend her mine

^^

i finally found out why God gave me such pathetic artistic skills

it's to let me find out the importance of friends

thanks dearries

love...

later, toony

finally!!! ^^

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

^^

i have a sudden passion for smileys

like this one...

<(^3^)>

and this one...

<(o_O)>

i mean, so cute right!!!

and yeah. i ripped it off people.

baked meringues yesterday...

it wasn't that bad ^^

now i wish i have more sugar...

then i can make again ^^

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

oh and the recent tags on my tagboard...

it seems as if my whole class knows about it...

T.T

i feel like killing fann...

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

band rocks man.

my seniors rock man ^^

yes, even sylvia.

oh yes. get well soon ^^

i want to bake something...

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

okay...

so i logged on to crap...

yep.

^^

7 days left.

i can't wait.

about time!

great lah. now all that i wanted to blog about, i forgot le. >.<

okay... Sunday... met Yilin ^^ ice-cream treat not bad ba... hahaha...

Monday... band prac... was still quite okay... but cos i didn't really practise... so my tongue-ing was quite pathetic...

Tuesday... didn't have to go to school... but spent the whole day in Marsiling... was kinda boring, and i was quite sleepy throughout... but at least i got to shop ^^

i really want to rant... but since WORD isn't cooperating with me...

Wednesday... rather uneventful... for once...

Thursday... was so cool man... i finished my 2.4 km run in 13.27 mins ^^

got my first gold! whoo! :)

then Home Econs... first cookery lesson... i'm paired up with Lyeann :)

she's a nice partner...

we had so much fun rushing about preparing and cleaning up things... haha...

then had to mop... i hate mopping T.T

muffins! hahaha... but i finished them all during break :)

not bad, for a first shot ^^

band prac today... woah. was so fun.

like, by the time Sylvia reached the place where we had to fall in, she was already at "3! 2! 1!"

then she went all the way to "minus 20!"

40 pumps just cos she ran somewhere else T.T

then after pumping, cos we have to look smart, so we had to lock our arms...

then i, being the guai recruit that i am, lock lor.

then arh... don't know what happened, my right arm started aching like mad.

and somemore had to keep it in that position.

wow.

but the sensation went away after a while ^^

and we listened in to main band's practise...

the song is so nice... :) and they had to yell too :)

sushi for dinner ^^

12 more days to my birthday!