Monday, December 31, 2007

back.

finally back from Malaysia.

i wanna see my grandma :*(

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i think my nephew's growing more and more irritating -.-

i'm not going to let you bully Peter Panda!

bleah.

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still, wish i could play with the people my age.

least i know they think the same way as i do.

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went dentist this morning.

rather happy that the stains are gone :D

now i can smile with more confidence ^^

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less sweets less chocolates less food colouring!

:D

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i don't want to go back to school :(

not when they're so hiong about schoolwork.

please lah......

五月天 - 我

还记得小时候
作文簿上的志愿
那天真的幻想
如今都到哪里躲藏

走出网咖凌晨的三点钟
过天堂世纪帝国直达战栗时空
看不见的世界里我是英雄
然后回到没有目标的活著在现实中

oh my god, oh my god who am i
我的外号是嘴上乔丹
oh my god,oh my god who am i
座右铭是我混故我在

也曾开心的耶耶耶
也有失落的我我我
蝴蝶飞出了潜水钟
我却还在原地停留

留不住时间耶耶耶
总是后悔的我我我
我不要一生就这样
到最后一生就这样

这样的勇敢的我单纯的我
复杂的我冷的我热的我
无聊的我懒惰的我总是怀疑的我
讲了又不听听了又不做做又做不好的我

买一个梦五十块钱的梦
期待五百万分之一的奇迹
降落从此以后想要什么喜欢什么就有什么
但是我的人生还可以努力追求什么

have you ever wanna be a spaceman?
have you ever wanna be a president?
or you're still a daydreaming maker?
have you ever wanna be wanna be

也曾开心的耶耶耶
也有失落的我我我
蝴蝶飞出了潜水钟
我却还在原地停留

留不住时间耶耶耶
总是后悔的我我我
我不要一生就这样
到最后一生就这样

这样的我
这样的我

还记得小时候
作文簿上的志愿
那天真的幻想
如今都到哪里躲藏

还记得小时候
作文簿上的志愿
那天真的幻想
如今都到哪里躲藏
还记得小时候

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1:53 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I WANT MY FIVE DAY WEEK BACK.

what's wrong with the school -.-

i want my five day week lah!!! T_T

haiz... i was actually looking forward to having my birthday on a band prac day can!!!

now have to wait for two more years haiz...

T_T

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band prac today wasn't bad, just that i feel the skin on my lip has came off.

i'm so rusty!!! haiz :(

i think i really really really should practise more. i'm getting real bad...

spring cleaning ended much earlier than expected.

haiz the junior has to serve the seniors... HAIZ.

and i think my seniors are seriously weird.

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我要欣然向你献上自己 一生一世献上自己 一生一世脚步不离

nice song :)

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i think i'm growing blur-er by the day.

HAIZ...........



cool ba! :D

Relient K - Must Have Done Something Right

We should get jerseys
Cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine
Cause you're out of my league

And I know that it's so cliché
To tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new
Best day of my life

And everyone watching us
Just turns away with disgust
Its jealously they can see
That we've got it going on

And I'm rackin' my brain
For a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me
Than what I know how to say

You're okay With the way
This is going to be
Cause this is going to be
The best thing we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky
Cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd
End up with someone like me

And I know that it's so cliché
To talk about you this way
But I'll push all my
Inhibitions aside

It's so very obvious
To everyone watching us
That we have got something real good
Going on

And I'm rackin' my brain
For a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me
Than what I know how to say

You're okay with the way
This is going to be
Cause this is going to be
The best thing we've ever seen

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

NICE SONG!! :D

later, toony

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7:46 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

happy birthday Jesus(:

it's Your birthday.

but You gave me a present.

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i don't deserve it.

thank You Father :)

later, toony

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1:52 PM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

my grown up Christmas list.

this is my grown up Christmas list.

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kay, no link lol.

went back to church yesterday and today for Christmas celebrations.

yesterday... was a celebration.

Rachel came over on Friday and Saturday to make the presents...

truffles :D

zzz should have started making the stuff much much much earlier lah. rushing like mad yesterday.


the mixture before we put it in the fridge...


for the boxes... zzz we didn't use the ribbons T_T

little girl at work...

anyway, rushed through the rest of the truffles, rushed with my shower, rushed to church. had to change earrings while walking to church haiz.

oh wells, hope everyone liked the truffles ^^

i can't call Yicong weird orange guy anymore!! no hair le, haiz...

but i think he still qualifies for weird. i give off this very mature aura LOL!

the worship wasn't too bad, i caught a marshmallow! :D

play was... good job good job ^^

not bad, run into the crowd halfway through... so fun lol! i also want to try! :D

i think Bao Juan was chao funny lah. she had to play all the cartoon-ish parts lol.

zzz so blur... last scene. yup.


haiz, so sad....


group picture of the cast! zzz still so blur.

anyways... male lead did a good job ^^

fun day, really great to see everyone again :)


Peter panda's from Yilin, the black pouch's from Clement. thanks you two ^^

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went up to main service with Clement and Yilin today.

zzz Yilin at my left, Cephas at my right, make me feel short only T_T

so many people got baptised today! so cool :D

last night stayed up to make cards, FORGOT TO BRING TODAY OH MY GOSH!!!

grr -.-

and i forgot to bring my phone as well haiz... don't know why i'm getting so blur ._.

stupid blister -.-

REALLY good song they were playing last night. i put this song up a year ago, but i'll just put it up again ^^

Avalon - We Are The Reason

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

He is the reason to live
(don’t you know do you know the reason
that he came, oh he came to save us
when he gave his life for us)
He suffered and died

To a world that was lost He gave everything
(everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live

i am the reason...

i don't deserve it.

later, toony

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11:49 AM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

WHOOTS :D

OH MAN!!!!!!!!

MY THUMBDRIVE STILL WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDD

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made the band banner today.

zzz HOW COME ONLY 4 PEOPLE COME!!! KILL Y'ALL THEN YOU KNOW ARH.

oh wells, we had plenty of fun ^^

i learnt how to play cluedo!

and Amelia's parents so nice, treated us to lunch and bought us Donut Factory donuts. thank you!! :D

we went to play at the playground LOL!! so much fun. i can make magic LOL!!

never mind, ask Fann for the video ^^

fun day :D

and the end result...


so cool! :D

S.H.E. - 触电

风走在我们前面
甩裙摆画着圆圈
花美得兴高采烈
那香味有点阴险

你在我旁边的旁边
但影子却肩碰肩
偷看一眼你的唇边
是不是也有笑意明显

明明是昨天的事情
怎么今天我还在经历
一丁点回忆都能惊天又动地

想问个愚蠢问题
我们再这样下去
你猜会走到哪里

但请你不要太快揭开还沉默的情话
先让我多着急一下再终于等到解答
太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味啦
像这样触电就够我快乐熔化

我们就耐心培养萌芽不要急着开花
反正有长长的日记等我们去填满它
在被全世界发现以前先愉快装傻
就这样触电一直甜蜜触电直到爆炸

像一年四个季节
都被你变成夏天
我才会在你面前
总是被晒红了脸

像一百万个秋千
在我心里面叛变
被你指尖碰到指尖
我瞬间就被荡到天边

明明是昨天的事情
怎么今天我还在经历
一丁点回忆都能惊天又动地

想问个愚蠢问题
我们再这样下去
你猜会走到哪里

但请你不要太快揭开还沉默的情话
先让我多着急一下再终于等到解答
太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味啦
像这样触电就够我快乐熔化

我们就耐心培养萌芽不要急着开花
反正有长长的日记等我们去填满它
在被全世界发现以前先愉快装傻
就这样触电一直甜蜜触电直到爆炸

但请你不要太快揭开还沉默的情话
先让我多着急一下再终于等到解答
太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味啦
像这样触电就够我快乐熔化

我们就耐心培养萌芽不要急着开花
反正有长长的日记等我们去填满它
在被全世界发现以前先愉快装傻
就这样触电一直甜蜜触电直到爆炸

later, toony

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8:03 PM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

not well.

totally sian-ed.

i think insufficent sleep and all the fried food from yesterday is taking a toll on me now.

zzz

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was rather tired out when i was forced to get up this morning.

so naturally, i was very very tired all through today's buying of paints and cloth.

and matters were complicated when my nose started running.

grr T_T

oh wells, at least we got the stuff ^^

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wanted to buy a good luck charm today.

zzz all so ex de!

does anyone know where to buy? i need it real soon...

haiz...

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i know he's one of the guys who approached us yesterday. and i know he recgonised me.

zzz bloody liars -.-

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this sort of personal stuff please don't ask thanks.

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Avalon - Pray

Another day just the same
Another night, still no change
Caught in the middle of
Where I am and where I should be

Inside I whisper Your name
Outside I barely maintain
Without Your strength in my life
I'm a lost soul, Lord, please send Your

Rain, wash away the
Pain, take away the
Blame, I'm callin' out Your name

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
I'm on my knees beggin' You please
Every time I stumble

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
You sacrificed, paid with Your life
Gave me the right

Lord, I pray

I know I'm weak and You are strong
You give me faith to hold on
Lord, help me see that I'm stronger
When I'm down on my knees

'Cause that's where the power begins
Your boundless strength has no end
No matter what comes my way I'll persevere if I just

Pray, it's the strength You give me
Pray, it comes so freely
Pray, I'm callin' out Your name, so

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
I'm on my knees beggin' You please
Every time I stumble

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
You sacrificed, paid with Your life
Gave me the right

Lord, I pray

Down on my knees I find You
Leavin' this world behind, and You
Always hear me when I
Need some answers, and I

Just can't seem to make it through
And I'm not sure what I should do
That's when I close my eyes
And, Lord, I pray

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
I'm on my knees beggin' You please
Every time I stumble

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
You sacrificed, paid with Your life
Gave me the right

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
I'm on my knees beggin' You please
Every time I stumble

Lord, I pray

Help me find a way
Way back to You
You sacrificed, paid with Your life
Gave me the right

Lord, I pray

later, toony

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7:45 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

cell group outing.

so fun :D

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got to City Hall MRT station at 11.15 to go and buy a slice of cake for Faye.

zzz, had to carry a foam sword all the way lol.

oh wells, foam swords are good :D

anyway, walked to Suntec City with Yilin, then we walked all over the place looking for Cedele Depot to buy Faye's cake.

Zhan Hong came soon after, and rather odd, Yilin wore Forever Love worker's tee, Zhan Hong wore 神儿女的精彩 worker's tee. cool right!

got Faye's cake, then walked back to City Hall MRT station, and we saw YAN JIE there! tell him to join us he don't want to, tsk -.-

walked back to Suntec City for lunch and we ended up having KFC. went up to the arcade, played DDR a while, and we saw this really pro guy doing it, like... O_O

we ATTEMPTED to take neoprints. but, sigh i think most of the people there a bit cannot take neoprints. and the neoprint booth itself was crap lah ._.

spent most of the time searching for a way to get to Marina Square lol. then when we got there, we realised there was an even nicer arcade there. i'm so sorry, i really didn't know!

anyways, cos the waiting list for the bowling alley was rather long, we ended up in the arcade, and i tried Para Para Paradise. it's super fun i tell you, just that i couldn't get the ones at the side, haiz...

bowling... my first game was just... pure crap lah T_T

and i somehow magically got a strike. i think that was after i changed to an 11 pound ball.

second game was much much better. got a strike again, and i really like that 11 pound ball! :D

took MRT to Novena and bought our dinner there. i think that girl provides horrible, HORRIBLE service. tsk.

attempted the fourth floor today, but i couldn't do it... haiz T_T

it was after i sat down to watch the show that i realised i was actually super super super super tired.

went home at about 8.30, got home at 9. zzz chao tired now.

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haiz, after tomorrow, no more staying up till 2 am to chat on MSN T_T

I DON'T WANT TO RELINQUISH THE LAPTOP!!

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fun day nevertheless :)

Hillsong United - Consuming Fire

There must be more than this
O breath of God come breathe within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God we wait for You

Fill us anew we pray
Fill us anew we pray

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for Your Name
Spirit of God fall in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

Come like a rushing wind
Clothe us with power from on high
Now set the captives free
Leave us abandoned to Your praise

Lord let Your glory fall
Lord let Your glory fall

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for Your Name
Spirit of God fall in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for Your Name
Spirit of God fall in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

Come like a rushing wind
Clothe us with power from on high
Now set the captives free
Leave us abandoned to Your praise

Lord let Your glory fall
Lord let Your glory fall

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for Your Name
Spirit of God fall in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for Your Name
Spirit of God fall in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
Stir it up in our hearts Lord
A passion for Your Name

later, toony

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11:03 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

the clarinets

sectionals today resulted in me being unable to help plan a design for the band banner.

played some new (and rather nice) pieces today, like the variations on a theme. i can't remember it's actual name, but it's the Twinkle Twinkle Little Star tune. yep.

i play 4th clarinet! i quite like that part :D

we played Three Baroque Dances after that, but we only played the Minuet, and i was 4th again! :D

sadly, my timing was chao off lah T_T

and lastly, we play Jesu, Joy of Mans' Desiring.

and because i played 4th for the past two pieces, Ms Leong made me play 1st for that piece.

so difficult lah, 4 flats can, and it was all triplets leh... AND the notes were so small! cannot see lah!!

anyways, after that, Cheryl Ho, Alyssa and i went to Junction 8 for lunch!

the bridge was so shaky can, and Cheryl Ho still go and bounce bounce bounce on it... scary.

i wanna go back and eat more food!
and while getting some presents, we passed by these three people talking to each other...

one guy points at my clarinet and says "clarinet!"

wow lol.

i walk away, walk back then... "Buffet arh?"

*looks up, nods*

LOL! Cheryl Ho nicknamed him Yamaha LOL!

he was a tuba player from Deyi Secondary, btw.

anyway, going out for lunch with seniors is FUNNY :D

and look at what we ended up making!


MASHIMARO! :D


seniors at work.


posing with the finished product.

and they gave it to me :D

thanks seniors ^^

and now look at it...


proudly on my window ^^

yay! :D

梁静茹 - 崇拜

你的姿态你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了 我爱了 我都不管了
心爱到疯了恨到酸了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易的怎么你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能不同于与别人
我还以为不可能的不会不可能

你的姿态你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了 我爱了 我都不管了
心爱到疯了恨到酸了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易的怎么你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能不同于与别人
我还以为不可能的不会不可能

你的姿态你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

风筝有风海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白所以离开
所以不再为爱而爱

自己存在在你之外

later, toony

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6:51 PM

Saturday, December 15, 2007

stuff.

lol last night was fun lol.

weird lah, i'm always the first one there. i don't like being the earliest person ><

oh wells, plenty of verbal sparring. rather fun, haven't exercised that in a long long time ^^

and i think the two oldest people are weird. put chocolate in the chin chow ._.

then instead of listening to the pieces, we were just talking through it lol.

and... TSK ARH HIGH RISE LITTERING. TSK.

fun night, i like laughing :D

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this morning...

zzz wake me up so early for what...

*yawn*

first one to reach there again. zzz...

and the person who's supposed to lead us there arrived the latest. TSK.

vinegar doesn't taste nice. i don't eat it. i don't drink it either.

oh wells, wasn't a bad lesson, rather short though...

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went to Plaza Sing after the masterclass with Yeyun to eat something.

if some certain person had came earlier we could have just walked over lah. TSK.

thanks for the fish ^^

sad, they raised the price on the cream puffs T_T

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Jay Chou's latest album not that bad what...

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and I'M ALMOST DONE WITH HOMEWORK!!!

:D

stupid Chinese ><

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周杰伦-彩虹

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉

是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

NICE SONG :D

later, toony

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2:19 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

please remember.

A letter from Jesus

As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there is a celebration in my honor and I think that this year the celebration will be repeated.

During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, thereare many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part ofthe world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closerand closer.

It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think of me.

As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago.

At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the celebration.

Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know the meaning of the celebration. I remember that last year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts andchocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many beautifully wrapped gifts.

But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited.

I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an invitation.

The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside, they closed the door in my face .. and I wanted to be with them and share their table.

In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all close their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner.

They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and laughing at everything. They were having a grand time. To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk.

He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying," Santa Claus, Santa Claus" as if the party were in his honor!

At midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms waiting for someone to hug me and do you know no one hugged me.

Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by one with great expectation.

When all had been opened, I looked to see if, maybe, there was one for me. What would you feel if on our birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one?

I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left. Every year it gets worse. People only remember the gifts, the parties, to eat and drink, and nobody remembers me.

I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life. I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the cross, to save you.

Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart.

I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party. I'm still making the final arrangements..

Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation for you. I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you and write your name with golden letters in my great guestbook. Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party.

Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside. Be prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my greatparty.

See you soon.
I Love you!
Jesus

*Share this message with your loved ones, before Christmas.*

wonder what to get for Jesus this year...

later, toony

Panda loves !
2:32 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

i don't wanna be in love

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Panda loves !
11:05 PM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

working and MSN-ing

kinda tired now.

been staying at home for the past week, and frankly, i'm really sick of it.

however, i'll appreciate the time i have free this week, cos i intend to play like crazy next week.

meaning i'll have to finish homework by Sunday. and i'm seriously hoping i can.

...

History is so boring... and i just realised i forgot the overall reflection. zzz...

...

i really really need to go out this week.

hopefully tomorrow.

can anyone go out with me?

...

zzz, lazy to the quiz Rachel sent me.

so sorry ><

...

i don't want...

but there's absolutely nothing i can do.

...

zzz, my thoughts are getting so disconnected le.

i wish i could fall ill. then i'd be able to sleep for a really really long while.

...

nice song :D

赞美之泉 - 仰望恩典

每一天,每一夜
每一分钟,我仰望你的恩典
患难时,在我喜乐时
你双手领我进入你恩典

主耶稣你宝血
洗净我一切的罪孽
为我死,为我而流泪
赐给我无尽的恩典

我能有什么给你啊
能报答你付的代价
每当我定睛你十架
眼泪不禁潸然地落下

我的心不要忘记啊
他鞭伤换来新的生命啊
从此不再忧伤,不再挣扎
在耶稣怀里我有平安自由、希望

主耶稣你宝血
洗净我一切的罪孽
为我死,为我而流泪
赐给我无尽的恩典

我能有什么给你啊
能报答你付的代价
每当我定睛你十架
眼泪不禁潸然地落下

我的心不要忘记啊
他鞭伤换来新的生命啊
从此不再忧伤,不再挣扎
在耶稣怀里我有平安自由、希望

我能有什么给你啊
能报答你付的代价
每当我定睛你十架
眼泪不禁潸然地落下

我的心不要忘记啊
他鞭伤换来新的生命啊
从此不再忧伤,不再挣扎
在耶稣怀里我有平安自由、希望

每一天,每一夜
每一分钟,我仰望你的恩典

later, toony

Panda loves !
9:09 PM

Saturday, December 08, 2007

wow.

piano lesson...

zzz... supposed to end at 10 de, my parents come at 11, and i was chao extra, sitting in on Stuart's lesson.

so, i went into the piano room to practise a few pieces, then i read the books my teacher had. then Ms Evelyn and Stuart come in to try the hapsichord on the clavinova. zz...

and by the time my parents came, it was time for Jeremy and Jonathan's lesson. zzz........

...

i cut my hair!

and now my fringe is super short, and rather gross, so i'm going to use my handy dandy.....

hair clip! :D

...

kay, not funny.

...


look what i found!

ABIGAIL! play like that someday hor!

later, toony

Panda loves !
8:01 PM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

with a quiet sorry.

section outing was fun ^^

woke up at 9, got to City Hall MRT station at 10.30.

zzz, no one there yet, so took a walk around City Link. haven't been there in ages, pity all the shops aren't open yet. haiz...

walked to MPH, then walked back and saw my very noisy seniors

due to the rain, we ended up going to the arcade to play for a while, I WANNA TRY GETTING THE PANDA AGAIN!!!

went over to SRC after that and had lunch. their pool's huge lah!



and then we went bowling! so fun, my first strike!!! :D

wanted to go KTV, but the woman wouldn't allow... so, no choice, went to Raffles City to eat and talk.




ice-cream so ex!!!

but i like their saltshaker ^^


and our lovely concoction...



LOL!!!

went over to church after that... oh my gosh the MRT was so super crowded lah

and the path was flooded! OH MY GOSH MY SHOES!!!!!! T_T

it was raining and the wind was blowing. freezing sia.

got to church, and apart from the caretaker, i was the ONLY one there. and the place was so dark lah

Yilin came soon, completely wet. kay, not bad, so fun...

Uncle Shao Cheng came soon after, and we started work on the Christmas tree!



LOL!!!

...

on the way home... no umbrella, so run.

ran across the construction site, dumb truck was about to come out, but didn't. so, i run across.

"GIRL! WHY YOU RUN??"

wth!! i wanna go home, i don't have umbrella can!!! i'm getting soaked through and i have to take bus later, AND IT'S SO DARK!!!

got to the bus stop, but the 700 was too full to take me... zzz...

so never mind, take 66, walk a bit never mind, bus very empty, FREEZING!!!

thank goodness the rain wasn't so heavy when i got down, but...

I DIDN'T BRING THAT CARD FOR THE BACK GATE!!!

grr -.-

oh wells, i've showered and i'm drying out now, shall stop complaining...

fun day, nevertheless ^^

...

so sorry... didn't know it'd have such a huge effect on you...

...

Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud (oh…)
But when you hold me near (oh, hold me near)
You drown out the crowd (drown out crowd)
Try as they may, they can never defy
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all… oh

Oh, the smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

You say it best, when you say nothing at all
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (The smile on your face)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (The truth in your eyes)
(The touch of your hand)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (Let me know that you need me)

You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)

later, toony

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8:37 PM

Monday, December 03, 2007

cleaned up my room!

I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED!


I CLEANED UP MY ROOM :D

kay some pictures from camp...


group picture!


the flying gamers, Honey Stars! (heh, forgot to take one of Oreo-O)


the no need to say, best group, KOKO KRUNCH!


Banana Nut Crunch...


and the workers committee!

I MISS YOU GUYS TO BITS!!!!!

haiz, not easy to post song le.

so, just enjoy the song kay? ^^

later, toony

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4:46 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

i just wish...

and now i'm glad that i went...

thanks God :)

...

camp was rather fun ^^

kinda odd, i kept losing appetite during dinner despite being very hungry when i took my food.

AND NO ONE TOLD ME I HAD TO BRING MY OWN CUTLERY T_T

...

day one... whoots, i'm special guest. that one no need tell me i also know ;)

group names, Koko Krunch, Oreo-o, Honey Stars and Banana Nut Crunch. i'm in KOKO KRUNCH and i think we're a rather bonded group ^^

ice breakers. throw ice on the floor and it'll break. and YES I'M VERY MODEST HOR.

to introduce ourselves to our groups, they made us answer certain questions (i didn't have to answer so many hor -.-) yes i'm unavailable.

the games were not bad, rather fun ^^ playing Captain's Ball with a frisbee not very easy, but managable ^^
so sorry....
theme talk was not bad... but i think everyone liked the BGR one more. i think it cleared up a lot of doubts. i liked the eagle story, although it's a bit out of point.

i think everyone has grown taller and lamer. very very very very cold. *shiver*

first night was... freezing. i slept at 12, woke up at 2, got out at 3, went in at 4, fell asleep at 5, woke up at 6. rather cool, 3 hours of sleep, yay.

morning work out... got one small rule, can only hop on one leg while catching people. yeah real small rule lol.

after morning devotion, we had breakfast and Rachel spread chocolate over her bread and topped off with milo powder. so sweet. tsk.

had worship and our next theme talk... not bad, people can lift people up with just two fingers ^^

captain's ball was rather fun, although Koko Krunch kept getting trashed.

throwing the ball to create the bible phrase a bit difficult... and we had to step on shoes only. and see lah. never work together. tsk.

after that, water game! i think i'm the only one who got hit three times lah T_T at the end, after realising that it wasn't going to work out, we just started splashing each other lol... wanted to get revenge on Yilin who splashed me from behind, then he took the whole bucket and splashed me with it. haiz...

oh wells, the point of water games is to get wet anyway ^^

last night skit was rather fun, and congrats to Yan Jie, Jac Fong, Nick, Jacq Chua, Zhan Hong, Koko Krunch and Honey Stars for getting all the prizes! :D

took my ice-cream (THEY HAD LEMON!!!) up outside the Oikos room to look at the scenery. it's really rather pretty at night, pity i didn't get a picture T_T

i found a nice sleeping spot! and i managed to fall asleep, but Riqian came walking down... haiz.

after that, we had our treasure hunt! not bad, Koko Krunch won, but apparently ours are easy... we wanted to help the others look for theirs but then the game IC stopped us. haiz.

went in to sleep, and slept surprisingly well, got about 5 hours worth...

went up to brush teeth, then seeing the sleeping people, i didn't really dare to go back down so early, so sit there look at the scenery again. i'll miss that view...

and the way the two brothers play with the cube... it's something scary *shudder*

morning workout... we have more fun with it in school cos people really run and aren't afraid of body contact. oh wells, it was a fun game nevertheless.

went down to get my stuff for the last worship session of the camp and my presents for my angel. in the end, i just went to look at the scenery.

was kinda difficult to stop crying after i was left alone there... but after i did, it was so much easier to smile :)

after that, we took tons and tons of pictures! at least, i took tons and tons of pictures lah, cos i'm not sure when i'll see them again. please don't ask me to put them up cos i've got a lot.

and now i can't upload pictures either. zzz...

Nick is a very good pianist. he makes me feel inferior T_T

later, toony

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6:37 PM
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SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(: she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
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