it's nice to know... i'm not the only one who misses it so much.

it's nice to know... i'm not the only one going through it.

it's nice to know... i'm not the only one who still wants that spirit back.

...

SYF last year was magical.

heck care that silver. the music was wonderful to me.

guarding the instruments with Fann was something special too lol.

i remember doing that "security guard thing", walking in opposite directions in front of the instruments.

the bus back was great. really great. it was the first time i've ever seen seniors making so much noise despite the obvious disappointment.

it was the first time i've ever seen any CCA so bonded.

Sports Day was just a repitition of that. they started singing/yelling out SYF pieces at the top of their voices.

things after that went so smooth. we had lovely conductors, lovely seniors, whatever the rest of the school felt about our silver just didn't help in destroying that faith and that... passion?

i never loved music when i was a kid. music was just... for fun. just a bunch of notes on paper. i strived to do well because i just liked doing well.

it was band that changed that mentality.

music became my refuge. when i played, everything else just faded away. tears, pain, stress, whatever... i just forgot it.

SC Band, thank you for all you've done for me.

but you're changing now.

and i miss the old SC Band. i miss her very much.

but there's no way... no way to get her back.

later, toony