i've drastically lost sight of what is really important.
i'll remember.
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Grade 6 theory exam yesterday.
everything was PERFECT, until question 3.
like, seriously, it's a B flat and a C natural AND a C sharp IN THE SAME BAR! how do you expect me to get it man.
crap lah. i really wanted a Distinction T_T
and OH MAN! YIN TING!!!
...
Jolenda's party yesterday was just me being the same weird crazy me.
which was actually quite okay, really. it was nice being able to be crazy and just letting loose.
i was really able to forget all that i've been worrying about... which was really really cool...
pity, my phone died, i couldn't take any pictures whatsoever ><
well, anyways, many thanks to the lovely yellow balloon which got me the $10 Cedele Depot gift voucher!
and... my red balloon buddy is still with me ^^
Adele's blue balloon buddy was kidnapped and it flew away in an attempt to escape!
aww, Adele, never mind, i'm sure blue will miss you ^^
...
kay, some random stuff...
ever wondered what Terri would look like if she was pink? well, now you know! :D
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odd. it's the holidays, i should be getting more and more energised by the day. but i'm just getting sian-ed-er and sian-ed-er by the minute.
maybe i need to go out for fresh air. like... cycle a bit and all...
East Coast, anyone?
in fact, West Coast is okay with me too.
...
i miss the sea.
reminds me of my paternal cousins.
the only cousins who are just like friends...
haven't met them in years... wonder how much they've changed...
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I wanna live my life like I hold the meaning Deep inside my soul I hear the music screaming Eyes wide open I'm awake and dreaming, too I wanna be with You
oh man, i love this song...
Avalon lyrics are so full of oxymorons.
as in, how can you be awake AND dreaming? it's so... impossible.
but not when God's around :)
Jesus Christ (Once Again)
Jesus Christ, I think upon your sacrifice You became nothing, poured out to death Many times, I've wondered at your gift of life I'm in that place once again I'm in that place once again
And once again I look upon the cross where you died I'm humbled by your mercy and I'm broken inside Once again I thank you Once again I pour out my life
Now you are, exalted to the highest place King of the heavens, where one day I'll bow But for now, I marvel at this saving grace I'm full of praise once again I'm full of praise once again
And once again I look upon the cross where you died I'm humbled by your mercy and I'm broken inside Once again I thank you Once again I pour out my life
Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross, my friend
Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross, my friend
Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross, my friend
Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross, my friend
Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross, my friend
Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross, my friend
Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross Thank you for the cross, my friend
And once again I look upon the cross where you died I'm humbled by your mercy and I'm broken inside Once again I thank you Once again I pour out my life
And once again I look upon the cross where you died I'm humbled by your mercy and I'm broken inside Once again I thank you Once again I pour out my life
remember Job.
later, toony
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PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person