maybe it's cos of my increasingly sensitive guilty conscience?
maybe i'm growing numb-er and numb-er?
or is it because i've realised i don't need my 'other half' right now?
i think it's mainly the last one.
i really really belong somewhere now.
i know i'll leave in 3 more years... but for now... i don't want anyone to distract me from fully appreciating what i have right now.
i think i'm letting go of that bit... i think i'll just bury it until the time's right.
i've got good friends now... and i know they'll never leave me.
i've got great seniors who take really good care of me.
and i've got God.
...
no, i really don't need anything else right now.
and i am so glad i've made this decision.
it's a huge burden gone ^^
...
i'm a good girl.
i've just checked my homework list!
applause please!
...
by the way, i need to copy answers for that history worksheet.
yes, i forgot everything ><
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Avalon - Everything To Me
I grew up in sunday school I memorized the Golden rule And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out I can tell you all about The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me And I don't know what to say But i'll never be the same Because he changed my life when He became...
Everything to me He's more than a story More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe The water I thirst for And the ground beneath my feet He's everything, everything to me
We're living in uncertain times And more and more I find that i'm aware Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found A love that turned my life around They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying Just to give my heart away I want live for Jesus So that someone else might see that he is...
Everything to me He's more than a story More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe The water I thirst for And the ground beneath my feet He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end I'll go to meet you saying you've been...
You're everything to me You're more than a story More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me You're more than a story More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breathe The water I thirst for And the ground beneath my feet You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me
everything to me(:
later, toony
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PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
