Friday, October 05, 2007

mental exhaustion.

it's over. finally over.

all that i've been studying for this year, it was over at 12 28 hrs 05/10/07. finally, finally over.

okay, before i get serious, shall talk about what i started.

at about 12 25 hrs, i turned back to stare at the clock as it went to 12 26. people who saw me laughed, then turned back themselves. soon, i had 3/4 of the class staring at the clock.

12 27. last 50 seconds. 50, 49, 48, 47, 46 .................................

last 10 seconds. surprisingly excited. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1...

"pens, down, i'm coming to collect your papers now."

muffled "YAY!"

after collection...

"okay, i shall give you one minute to cheer now."

OH YEAH! WHOO!

it's over. yes, it's over. one long, tiring week. finally, finally over.

went Orchard. i think it's cos i was super tired already, so didn't really get very hyper in Orchard.

quite sian-dening, felt super sick after lunch. haiz. think there's something wrong with my body. almost threw up after breakfast today ><>< ... hmm... pictures from my cousin's cousin's wedding.



first dish of the day! prawns, duck, eggs and something... chicken and jellyfish. jellyfish actually doesn't taste that bad. hmm.



popping champagne. my cousin's cousin is the bride, by the way (no need to say which one is the bride right... -_- and those shiny thingys are BUBBLES! SO PRETTY RIGHT!



clearest shot i had of the bride in her wedding gown. so pretty right! the extra female is her sister (from NCC arh) and the other extra figure is their brother (ACS independent guy attempting to speak Chinese = RIDICULOUS.)



the cake and the lovely background. the small lights all around it are from candles. i found it really pretty, and the concept is excellent (only one of the branches caught fire halfway through dinner O.O)



aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand... THE CAKE! SO PRETTY RIGHT! pity, it's fake -.- sickening lah, i wanted to eat one of the flowers. it even has dust OH MY GOSH.

hmm. not enough pictures. shall go hunt for some more.

random collection.



taken in ACS Oldham Hall dining area. not bad, it's a huge place, but very sticky ><



can't believe a boarding house has such a thing. so pretty...



flowers from Viva La Band! see the vase? that's my trophy from Forever Love ^^



the super pro 13-year-old RG girl. she'd be really cool if she wasn't from RG. PFFT.



the cake which i helped slant ><



the bell on the bus back home from NJ concert. okay okay, this is the first time, repeat, the FIRST time i've seen a bell so high up. whole bus was staring at me as i took this picture ><

Linkin Park - Papercut

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left

I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head

It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall

(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse

I don't know what set me off first but
I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can

Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall

(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me (Repeat until end)

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin (Repeat until end)

...

i've never wanted to do well in something so badly. i really really want it... but it's not just her who thinks i can't make it...

i hate this sort of crap lah.

...

later, toony

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