i was wrong when i said i could look back and laugh about this in a few years.

i can do it now.

kinda dumb to allow a basketball match to ruin school spirit. and school spirit is exactly what i love about SC.

so, truce, peeps?

let's keep the SC spirit alive man! :D

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i've never had anyone who actually knows me tagging unfriendly comments on my blog.

novel experience.

and calling me a bitch... that's something different too.

...

why am i so unaffected...

I'VE STOPPED CARING ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT PEOPLE HATE ME!

and it's a rather interesting thing too ^^

I'M SO WEIRD! :D

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last day of school.

never expected me to miss 1SY '07...

but i will.

i've never missed my previous classes... i don't miss 6SY '06, and i don't miss 4P '04.

but i really will miss 1SY '07...

i'm thinking about those times we went crazy together.

for instance, in the geog room where we tried to scare Ms Sie, but failed miserably, and we all ended up laughing with and at each other.

and also, the euphoria after we won the AOS competition. the teacher had said we were one of the worse classes, and we won.

not forgetting the party after the actual performance. although it had such a sour end, i'll never forget it. it's pretty much the only time where we actually had real fun with each other.

i'm not going for the gathering.

forgive me for that.

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i hate this.

i want my _ _ _ _ _ _ _back.

sucks lah... everything's so different now...

as much as i hate it, i can't do anything to keep it from falling apart.

i'm too young, it isn't my place to say anything.

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i'm sorry... i'm letting you guys down...

i just wish it would all go back to the days when i first joined you guys.

and i wish it would stay that way...

i miss you guys. please come back.

:(

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赞美之泉 - 愿为主闪亮

我只是浩瀚沙海中的一粒沙
渺小且缺乏
而主耶稣接纳我深深地疼爱我
领我入主爱之家

他温柔慈爱融解了我所有地忧伤
他奇妙双手细数过我每一根头发
我如此不配而主慈爱呼唤不曾停下
我一生一世愿为主闪亮

我只是浩瀚沙海中的一粒沙
渺小且缺乏
而主耶稣接纳我深深地疼爱我
领我入主爱之家

他温柔慈爱融解了我所有地忧伤
他奇妙双手细数过我每一根头发
我如此不配而主慈爱呼唤不曾停下
我一生一世愿为主闪亮

他温柔慈爱融解了我所有地忧伤
他奇妙双手细数过我每一根头发
我如此不配而主慈爱呼唤不曾停下
我一生一世愿为主闪亮

keep on.

later, toony