Monday, October 29, 2007

i'm stronger. hopefully.

haiz.

failure.

a stupid failure.

...

i hate this lah. seriously.

and like. i don't know what's wrong.

maybe not going to church is making me more vulnerable than ever.

maybe having to live in fear of everything being revealed is breaking me down.

but it's just... i'm so unbelievably open to attacks by Satan now.

it's getting difficult.

...

no, i don't think i want to talk about it.

cos i wouldn't know how to tell anyone about it.

maybe... on Thursday.

...

sorry, Father.

...

Rebecca St. James - Forgive Me

For all the times I’ve failed You, Lord
Forgive me
For all the ways I’ve fallen short
Lord, forgive me now
God, I’m so in need of grace
I fall upon my face
Forgive me

You see the tears fall down my face
Forgive me
Take my fear, Lord, take my shame
Lord, forgive me now
Purify me, make me new
Like only You can do
Forgive me now

Lord, we come to honor You
We are forgiven
We bring our love and thanks to You
We are forgiven now
God we praise You for Your grace
Before You we are raised
Forgiven

God we praise You for Your grace
Before You we are raised
Forgiven
Forgiven

forgiven.

later, toony

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