for now, i can't be pissed with anyone.

shouldn't be so angry. it isn't good for health.

so i shall continue tolerating and forgiving, and making myself less... ruthless.

WHOO! :D

...

was tiring. really really tiring

but so exhilarating.

it was really cool, being able to yell and scream like that. heart stopping, and really nerve-wrecking when i realised the door was upside-down. and even worse, when the bullies came out at the wrong time. *shudder*


but i think we did really good. much better than what was expected of us. great job guys(:

good thing is that we managed to carry out the scary part of it all. thank God for helping us through all that chaos. phew.

and apparently, i was so tired i had to get 11 hours of sleep. heh ^^"

...

saw NUS symphony orchestra outside the National Library today. really didn't want to leave. i guess... that really is how much i miss band. felt so much like crying when my parents and my sis turned to leave. i miss band. really really miss band :(

i want to learn a third instrument... i think learning instruments is so fun :D

people really should learn to love music. it's so peaceful, so calming... it's something like acting. you get to be someone you're not, saying something you'd never say. just in a different way. which is totally cool :)

...

i wanna keep smiling.

:D?

maybe not.

:(

nah.

:)

maybe.

:\

yeah, that's more like it.

五月天 - 咸鱼

我是一只咸鱼
不想承认 也不能否认
不要同情我笨
又夸我天真 还梦想著翻身

咸鱼就算翻身
还是只咸鱼 输得也诚恳
至少到最后我还有咸鱼
不腐烂的自尊

我没有任何天分
我却有梦的天真
我是傻 不是蠢
我将会证明
用我的一生

我如果有梦
有没有错
错过才会更加明白
明白坚持是什黱?

我如果有梦
梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄
总会有一篇我的传说

我不好也不坏
不特别出众 我只是敢不同
我的人生就是
一错再错 错完了再从头

也许放弃掉一些
活得更轻松 我却不再是我
我不愿一生晒太阳吹风
咸鱼也要有梦

我没有任何天分
我却有梦的天真
我是傻 不是蠢
我将会证明
用我的一生

我如果有梦
有没有错
错过才会更加明白
明白坚持是什黱?

我如果有梦
梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄
总会有一篇我的传说

我如果有梦
有没有错
错过才会更加明白
明白坚持是什黱?

我如果有梦
梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄
总会有一篇我的传说
有一天有我的天空

作我的英雄
在我的天空
我知道你懂
知道你会懂

我不好也不坏不特别出众我只是敢不同

WHEE.

later, toony