Saturday, September 29, 2007

waiting... for what?

wow.

is this stress i'm feeling?

is that the reason for my sudden lack of appetite?

so this is stress? i've never felt anything like this before.

i'm only in sec 1, and if this is how i handle stress, imagine what it'll be like in sec 4, or when i'm taking my A levels.

is it just the stress? there has to be something more to it.

is it because of all the mockery that occurs at home?

i don't understand. seriously, i don't understand all this.

wave after wave of anger. layers of disappointment and bitter hurt. what is all this?

all this confusion, covering me, blinding my heart, moulding a different girl. what is all this?

stress?

no.

i think it's all the hurt, the anger, the tears, the bitter disappointment, the failed hope, it's haunting me.

i'm going crazy.

...

6 more days...

maybe it'll be better after 6 more days.

keep on.

...

4 hour long piano lesson + sleeping at 2.30 am + waking at 9.30 am + sleeping for three hours + long TV show = no studying today.

oh wells.

i'll make it through some how.

...

emo-ing again?

nah.

i think it's just the emptiness.

潘玮柏 - 路太弯

我在这里
计算终点的距离
下一站
有没有更期待的结局

眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见原来那个你
和幸福的关系

路太弯 梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我 能习惯
一个人的安全感

路太弯 爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上 跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见原来那个你
和幸福的关系

路太弯 梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯
一个人的安全感

路太弯 爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上 跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

付出过是不是
就换得希望
呼吸太乱
世界太宽
缘分毕竟太短

路太弯 梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯
一个人的安全感

路太弯 爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上 跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

我一路上 跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

NICE SONG!

anyone who has the album can lend me?

later, toony

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