Wednesday, September 26, 2007

T_T

hmm.

a lot of things i want to say...

i'm learning how to control my emotions.

yep.

...

people say i'm emo, seems quite wrong, people say i'm happy, isn't quite right either.

that's really odd man.

oh wells. i am odd after all ^^

...

they say time flies when you're having fun, and time flies when i'm studying. so what does that mean?

but seriously, studying at Mcdonalds with bandmates so amusing is really fun ^^

but it's not as good when you have IJ people screaming at the back, and some guys in their ugly uniforms making so much noise.

but still, study groups such as those can be rather interesting, particularly if you do something that captures attention.

...

from now on, when i go Mcdonalds, i will order a happy meal.

I WANT THE BOX!

and the balloon as well ><

never give me those... :(

but i got a toy car! :D

...

CAMILLA ROCKS MAN.

her poem almost made me cry...

the grief... was expressed so clearly through the poem...

haiz. Camilla's so cool... *starry eyed*

HAVE FUN IN ENGLAND!

...

Lit and English results...

okay ba.

but it seems as if my results are dropping.

why?

...

can i go back?

my life's literally falling apart.

i need Him.

everything's so meaningless now.

depression?

i'm suddenly thinking of the phrase," Father, into Your hands i commit my spirit."

in the end, that's all there is, isn't it?

i don't like this life.

no, they don't understand.

this isn't about giving me what i want.

it's about giving me what i need.

and they just don't know what i need.

...

felt Him there with me.

in the opposite corner of the class, i just felt His presence.

when everything was quiet, i felt Him beside me.

it was a source of comfort.

and suddenly, it was peaceful.

...

don't stop me from doing what i want to do.

can you just accept my religion?

why can't i praise God at home?

why can't i leave my MSN nick the way it is?

why are you noisy about all that?

FINE, MY FOCUS ISN'T ON HIM ANYMORE, IT'S ON MY STUDIES, HAPPY?

...

Jacqueline Chua, go gay if you have to, just not with me.

:D

...

split personality.

someone, force me to go see a counsellor, quick.

i'm going nuts.

...

am i emo?

am i happy?

am i...

周杰伦 - 世界末日

想笑 来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头 承认自己会怕黑
我只求 能借一点的时间来陪
你却连 同情都不给

想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界 好像只有我疲惫
无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰 会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背
难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违

累不累 睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背
有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是

想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界 好像只有我疲惫
无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰 会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背
难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违

累不累 睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背
有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是
另一种美

hyper-ventilation does not calm you down.

and the emotions flowed out in a way i've never dreamt it would.

why?

later, toony

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