getting quite sick of having the internet hang on me.
sian-ness.
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bored person alert.
i want to bake stuff... but i haven't got any ingredients.
should go buy a nice chocolate bar... then i can bake cookies.
which i can bring to school for break and recess on Monday!
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wow. the holidays are over already.
what have i accomplished during this holidays...
well, i've finished revising History and Geography and i'll do Math tomorrow.
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oh wow... somehow, after all that time i spent getting that accomplished, i just feel that i haven't done anything at all.
haven't went out during this holidays, haven't swam, haven't ran.
haven't attempted to look for old friends, apart from the cell group gathering.
and i haven't became any closer to God.
i don't want to become a no life mugger.
seriously. why on earth am i studying so much now?
why is it that i've suddenly became so focused on studies that i haven't gotten anything actually important done?
I WANT TO PROTEST AGAINST THE EDUCATION SYSTEM.
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seriously...
i miss Saltshaker...
i miss band practice...
and i miss going to church.
:(
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oh, what great things can be accomplished by a small gentle gesture :)
stay strong, dear friend. God Himself will help you through this. He'll show you the light.
You're not alone my dear :)
Delirious - Deeper
I want to go deeper But I don't know how to swim I want to be meeker But have you seen this old earth? I want to fly higher But these arms won't take me there I want to be, I want to be
Maybe I could run Maybe I could fly, to You Do You feel the same When all You see is Blame in me?
And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You
I want to go deeper But is it just a stupid whim? I want to be weaker Be a help to the strong I want to run faster But this old leg won't carry me I want to be, I want to be
Maybe I could run Maybe I could fly, to You Do You feel the same When all You see is Blame in me?
And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You
And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You
Maybe I could run Maybe I could follow It's time to walk the path Where many seem to fall Hold me in Your arms Just like any father would
How long do we have to wait? How long, we're going all way
And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You And the wonder of it all is that I'm living just to fall More in love with You
we're going all the way! :D
later, toony
Panda loves !
5:57 PM
PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
