why on earth is it that even though i have a sister at home, i'm constantly looking out to others for some love?
i know she loves me... like, i know she loves me a lot... but why on earth is she leaving me alone so much... why does she just leave me hanging like that...
yes... i'll admit... i'm quite hurt by it all... it's so unfair... how come others can have such nice siblings... and i can't... how come they can love each other so openly and i can't... it's not fair...
maybe this feeling is a good thing... means that i really do love her after all... but i really can't help but feel really really upset about all that she's doing...
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had a nightmare last night. i dreamed that ******* was my new Geog teacher.
eh, note, it's not that'll i'll miss Mr Teo okay. if i can get a better teacher, i know i wouldn't have to be studying geog right now.
it's that... in my dream... even just being in the same room as him made me so scared... i was really afraid of what he was going to do...
i'll admit, i'm tramautised. like, really tramautised by him.
thank goodness it's only a dream...
it's only a dream.
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i think i've found the perfect way to study.
step 1: walk into your room and lock the door.
step 2: put a CD into the walkman and turn on the speakers.
step 3: play the music.
step 4: STUDY.
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i think it's working rather well for me.
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you don't understand how much i need to talk to you right now.
Zoe Girl - Give Me One Reason
Give me one reason to live without Him Give me one reason to walk away I know you don't understand this feeling How can I show That He is the reason I have to let you go
I've tried so hard to change your mind I always thought that you'd understand the reasons why Why I don't want to do the things that I used to do Now that my heart and my soul belong to God and God alone
Still every night's a fight to make it through I can't deny I'm still in love with you But how can you expect me to Walk with Him and give myself to you
Give me one reason to live without Him Give me one reason to walk away I know you don't understand this feeling How can I show That He is the reason I have to let you go
Boy, I still long for your embrace But what I've found in God, oh, it could never ever be replaced Still I pray for the chance As you slip through my hands you'll come around
But your heart's so far away from the words I'm trying to say Wish I could hold you both and still be true There's only one thing left for me to do Baby, I love you But I can't stay with you unless you love Him too
Give me one reason to live without Him Give me one reason to walk away I know you don't understand this feeling How can I show That He is the reason I have to let you go
I've found the path that I've gotta take No turning back, back to the old ways Got a chance to take Sacrifice to make Whatever it takes I won't turn away
Give me one reason to live without Him Give me one reason to walk away I know you don't understand this feeling How can I show That He is the reason I have to let you go
Give me one reason to live without Him Give me one reason to walk away I know you don't understand this feeling How can I show That He is the reason I have to let you go
anyone who has this song, please send me, thanks.
later, toony
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4:10 PM
PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
