Monday, September 10, 2007

few updates...

after many many weeks, i have FINALLY updated my music playlist!

and also, i've got a new quiz. those who love me, take it won't you? it'd be doing me some kindness ^^

and yeah, it's really difficult.

you have been warned.

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i think i might be able to be a politician. i seem to have many MANY points against society.

over the past week, i have realised that i have became so extraordinarily hardworking. i'm mugging a MONTH ahead of year-ends? that isn't me.

what on earth has society molded kids these days into? studying machines?

i do NOT see why kids have to change who they are just to do well in school. i do NOT see why kids have to change their lifestyles just so that STUDYING can be top priority. i do NOT see how beneficial this will be to our mental health.

furthermore, i do not believe that stress from parents, teachers, or even the PRINCIPAL for that matter, is beneficial towards making a student study.

why make a student study when he/she isn't working to do himself/herself proud? why make a student study when it's for mummy? what's the point? in the end, we're living as us, not mum, not dad, not Mr Sim and definitely not Mrs Low. why are we working so hard to meet their standards when it's our life.

personally, i believe that we should be working to meet our expectations. this way, we truly know we are working to make ourselves proud, not mum, not dad. this way, life would be far better.

please. just stop stressing us out.

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i REFUSE to conform to the expectations of an ideal Singaporean.

i know, i definitely am not one. i make waves. i don't want to start a cake shop, i don't want to be a teacher, i want to save pandas. i'm not practical. i know that. i don't intend to conform to society. i blatantly refuse to just stay at home and be a good wife.

why must society require me to do stuff i dislike so i can be considered 'successful'?

"success is 1% inspiration, 99% perspiration."

what is success? what do you intend to be successful in? i don't see how you should apply this to me. my defition of success is not being able to be the top scorer in the level.

being successful in life, that does not require you to be a millionaire. i believe that if i have been a good child of God, helped many many people, counselled even more and saved a life, my life would be successful. that's what i want to succeed in, being a good person.

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okay, that's enough of critising society.

so tired nowadays. tired of school (and it's only the second day of school!), tired of AOS, tired of studying, tired of all the stress.

and i must be really physically tired too. realised that i mistook my I for IV yesterday while doing theory. fell asleep drawing the last note. realised that the whole progression thingy sounded awful. haiz.

walked to school in REALLY heavy rain today. was relatively apprehensive about the rain, cos i've never seen it so heavy before. but when i stepped out into it, i realised that it was really fun.

the rain comes down, pouring really hard on you. rather refreshing. seems to be washing away past sins, past mistakes. washing away all those burdens... and for the first time in a long while you worry only about finding a shelter fast enough. no more worries about how the future is, how your parents will react, no more burdens.

then you realise that it is actually really cool. running in the rain with shoes which shouldn't get wet, having water splash down your socks, water ruining those worksheets you've spent hours on, water seeping through your bag, hair getting wet, shirt getting more and more obscene by the second...

and you realise that the childhood you spent acting like an adult is finally coming back to you again. Hallelujah :)

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Chin up - Jesus is your Friend who has rescued you from death!

因为我很爱很爱你,所以能微笑着离去...

王力宏 - 落叶归根

举头望无尽灰云
那季节叫做寂寞
背包塞满了家用
路就这样开始走


日不见太阳的暖
夜不见月光的蓝
不得不选择寒冷的开始
留下只拥有遗憾


命运的安排
遵守自然的逻辑
谁都无法揭谜底
喔~


远离家乡不甚唏嘘
幻化成秋夜
而我却像落叶归根
坠在你心间

几分忧郁几分孤单
都心甘情愿
我的爱像落叶归根
家唯独在你身边

举头望无尽灰云
那季节叫做寂寞
背包塞满了家用
路就这样开始走

日不见太阳的暖
夜不见月光的蓝
不得不选择寒冷的开始
留下只拥有遗憾

命运的安排
遵守自然的逻辑
谁都无法揭谜底
喔~

远离家乡不甚唏嘘
幻化成秋夜
而我却像落叶归根
坠在你心间

几分忧郁几分孤单
都心甘情愿
我的爱像落叶归根
家唯独在你身边

但愿陪你找回
所遗失的永恒
当我开口你却沈默
只剩一场梦

我却像落叶归根
坠在你心间
几分忧郁几分孤单
都心甘情愿
我的爱像落叶归根
家唯独在你身边

anyone who has this song, please send me ><

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SNAP OUT OF THIS GIRL. don't lose another friend. don't lose this friend.

later, toony

Panda loves !
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SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(: she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
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