okay, i just have a sudden desire to post Maybe here.

okay, it's the first poem i've written with so much thought. emo, yeah, maybe. no big deal.

and i finally remembered. i was thinking about I Am Wen Hui A Rock. i was thinking about how numb it was, and i wanted to write a happy poem. so i thought of rainbows. then i thought of Over The Rainbow, which appears to be a happy song, but is actually quite sad. so i was hoping i could write it like the song, masking the sadness behind blue birds and rainbows. and i got...

Maybe

Over a big beautiful rainbow
I am flying
On silent silver wings (Ms Sie wanted alliteration)
Far over the rainbow
Maybe

I have stumbled, I have fallen (Ha, i made a grammatical error here ><)
I have stood up yet again
I shall take another step
If I fall, I shall fly
Maybe

Bury obstacles
Rid my path of them (and another one over here)
Or maim me (i didn't like how it was the first time)
If I never walked, I'd never fall (it would be much better if MS SIE didn't INSIST on this format.)
Maybe

Grow, my wings, grow (this stanza wouldn't exist if it weren't for MS SIE)
Shield me from the path
Save me from falling
Keep me flying
Maybe

If I can't walk
I shall fly
Maybe.

emo? or not? i'll leave you to decide my current state of mind. and i have another poem in my head now. darn. i've became so poem-ish since Mr Ng went through poem analysis with us last time ><

...

difficult to say if i still love you as a friend. something tells me to stay away from you. yet when you stayed away from me, i felt bad. i hate this.

if a so-called 'break-up' is necessary, please make it a mutual thing. i'd feel better that way.

...

still coughing and my nose is still blocked. let's hope the fever doesn't come. i have to surf the wind tomorrow (windsurfing ^^)

maybe, i don't want an MC after all. especially not in SC. we cannot pon any day of school

ponning. okay, SORRY ISABEL AND LIWEN!

later, toony