it feels... good. being able to unburden and load stuff onto others. it feels good.
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it feels good. knowing you're safe in the sanctuary of music. knowing you can't possibly do anything else but play. knowing that, for once, you are safe from a mental assault. it feels good.
it feels good. being able to completely give up on hopeless things. it feels good.
thank You, Lord.
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it's terrible. really terrible. to look at you and realise that i really don't know you.
still. please come back.
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what do you do when someone you really trusted did something really bad. what would you do?
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woke up at 6.45 yesterday. new record people! left the house at 7.10, got to school at 7.20 SHARP. very punctual, that's what i am ^^
oh yes. thank you Cheryl Ho, for the mouthpiece cover! really helpful ^^
heh, i think i'm starting to cheer up slightly. i've got my clarinet with me for one whole month, the new Chinese teacher likes pandas too! seriously, not many teachers know how to appreciate them kay. pfft.
i need sugar, people! no. i need my allowance! really NEED my allowance!
okay, never mind, shan't freak out. i will make it through this week ALIVE!
but seriously lah, i'm unbelievably tired kay ><
yesterday arh. don't know who, see HWA CHONG guy so excited huh. go say so loudly," I SAW HWA CHONG GUYS when they were THREE just behind the wall huh. okay lor, interested then i'd have forced you to go for Hwa Chong Band concert.
haiz. fell asleep in front of the computer just now. i'm serious kay, i've been so tired lately ><
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seriously, why on earth would anyone come up with such a thing...
and why on earth would she lie to us...
OH MY HEAD IS THREATENING TO SPLIT KAY!
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i love Mary Poppins ^^
Bette Midler - Wind Beneath My Wings
Oh, oh, oh, oh - It must have been cold there in my shadow To never have sunlight on your face You were content to let me shine, thats your way You always walked a step behind
So I was the one with all the glory While you were the one with all the strain A beautiful face without a name for so long A beautiful smile to hide the pain
Did you ever know that you're my hero And everything I would like to be I can fly higher than an eagle For you are the wind beneath my wings
It might have appeared to go unnoticed But Ive got it all here in my heart I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it I would be nothing without you
Did you ever know that you're my hero You're everything I wish I could be I could fly higher than an eagle For you are the wind beneath my wings
Did I ever tell you you're my hero You're everything, everything I wish I could be Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle For you are the wind beneath my wings Cause you are the wind beneath my wings
Oh, the wind beneath my wings You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings Fly, fly, fly away you let me fly so high Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky So high I almost touch the sky Thank you, thank you, Thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings. thank you(: later, toony
Panda loves !
4:33 PM
PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
