Thursday, August 02, 2007

i hate making choices.

I HATE MAKING CHOICES.

okay, that was caps out in a sudden surge in stress level.

seriously lah, i cannot stand people who just REFUSE to cooperate okay. for goodness's sake, just do it. unless you guys can come up with a better idea, then just do it, okay?

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i wanna bake vanilla cupcakes! they looked so nice can!

i want a milkshake! a vanilla mosshake! it rocks kay! or a chocolate one. i haven't tried their chocolate ones. i want i want i want!

rather impressive, i have seniors practising with me every day. today, it's Lynn and Georgina! thanks seniors :D

i'm getting more fluent le! YES!!! my only problem now is semiquavers. yup. i feel so accomplished! :D

damn sad, i can't go inline-skating tomorrow cos i forgot to get the form AGAIN. and i forgot to buy gao zhi, so i can't do Chinese homework AGAIN. ARGH. stupid me ><

ahem. so maybe sec threes aren't that mean after all ^^

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i will be STRONG.

and if i can't.

i know You'll be there to catch me as i fall.

i don't need anyone. just YOU.

i love You, Father :D

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can i ask you to go away? and can you please just go away?

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seriously, everything else fades away when i play. all that unhappiness, the anger, that hate, it all fades away once i step into the band room, once i start to play.

i love my music.

Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok
Yeah I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today,

(I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
yeah, it's a different day,
tomorrow,

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around, it's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
Just don't

Give me a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
tomorrow its a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah,
and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah,
maybe tomorrow
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah,
I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah,
maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow... it may change
Tomorrow... it may change
Tomorrow... it may change
Tomorrow... it may change

later, toony

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