seriously, i am NEVER going to ask blogger to remember me on the computer. ever. again.
dumb thing ><
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we finally joined main band. was really cool playing as part of SC Band. but SC Band is really small ><
truth be told, i was really nervous as i walked in. really nervous as i started to set up. really nervous as we warmed up. really nervous as i played high concert Bb. really nervous as i play concert B on my clarinet. really nervous.
but really, it turned out alright ^^ still, i really don't like The Saints Go Marching Around The World. really really difficult ><
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i can't buy my lunch this week. not anymore.
and i can't buy lunch next week either.
blew my allowance this week on presents. SIAN. never mind, can lose weight i don't really mind. i just hate being hungry ><
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stayed back to do music project today. we managed to finish quite a bit today. YAY :D
seriously, i miss my clarinet kay. i want to play. SOON. REAL SOON. think i'll stay back tomorrow and practise The Saints Go Marching Around The World. it's a nice piece, just that i need to PRACTISE. and i seriously LOVE Parade of the Bumbling Wooden Soldiers. it's the cutest kay ^^ and i don't like the Song to a Wild Rose. so slow so soft. pfft. (whoa, look. ssss. LOL.)
DRATS. i haven't finished art yet. hate art man. HATE it. have to paint that darn picture. stupid picture. i'm not even finished with the wall yet lah. stupid. ><
never mind, i shall stay POSITIVE.
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seriously, time passes too fast. and in SC, the years are really short.
can time just go back to January? i'd erase my mistakes, i'd appreciate my seniors, i'd practise harder. way harder.
i don't want to go up to sec 2. that'd be more seniors gone. and juniors can never take their place. i really don't want anyone to leave SC Band.
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i feel. alienated.
i'm not supposed to be foreign. i'm supposed to be fitting in better than most of them.
yet maybe cos of that... i just can't fit in anymore.
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i WON'T cry.
Corinne May - Free
I see the morning glory It winds upon the tree It tells the untold story of how things were meant to be
You saw the universe Caught up in desperate dreams You came and changed the ending Changed it to save my fate
You led the revolution You left your legacy Embraced the struggle in the face of mortality I know I'm not alone in this Help me believe
I can be free I can be free from this lace Beautiful healer Beautiful grace
Help me to see Everything fall into place Wake me from dreaming No more deceiving Break these chains
It's still the same old story This great divide Between the want and waste And all the hunger inside
I heard the news today Now I'm trying to find my place I'm just a single voice What can I do to erase
All this misunderstanding All this anarchy Six degrees of separation Sometimes it's so hard to see That we are not alone in this I need to believe
I can be free I can be free from this lace Beautiful healer Beautiful grace
Help me to see Everything fall into place Wake me from dreaming No more deceiving Break these chains
Break these chains Break these chains Break these chains
i need to be free.
later, toony
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7:40 PM
PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
