I FINALLY GET TO USE THE COMPUTER!!!

sian, past few days was just SIAN. like, wake up at 6 in the morning and go back home at 6.30 the whole week (apart from Tuesday), then after shower and dinner about 7.30 liao. then have to go and chiong work. really very very sian. and i still had some overdue work ><

well, anyway, i could have got home in time for the ending of Ghost Whisperer if my sis hadn't skipped dinner. but i got a hot Milo. it was a really really cold day.

slept rather late, and woke up late as well. supposed to meet Fann, Amelia and Celestine at Velocity at 10.30, woke up at 9.45. okay, fine, whatever, might have gotten there on time, but then 700 took so long to come. after a while, got fed up and walked to SC bus stop to wait for 171 or 700. wow, as i walked round the corner 700 drove right past me.

ARGH.

so i had to wait 15-25 mins for that DUMB bus. pfft.

anyway, we got our black t-shirt, i had my Hershey Sundae Pie, got chocolates for seniors, spent a LOT of money. almost wanted to buy a worship album from Trumpet Praise, but i was broke ><

after that we walked down to the bus stop after Newton MRT station. halfway through, stopped to look at Hakka... WOW. NO ONE TOLD ME HAKKA HAD SUCH A NICE NEW GATE AND NEW SIGN!!!

got rather excited. ran into the empty building and climbed all around. i think i must have been thinking about it too much, but it felt like i had been there just yesterday, and that church camp had been just yesterday... love that place ^^

after that, went to school. had to set up tables and chairs for lunch and get drinks and dessert. okay, fine, totally fine, just that string ensemble people were sitting in the far corner laughing away, and some people had put their bags on the table.

lunch was okay lah. i was a nice junior and helped Alyssa take food ^^ sat with sec 2 clarinets and well, it was far quieter than what i expected. far quieter. but i still find Cheryl Ho very very funny ^^

after that had we ran through the whole concert. okay, i still don't like L-O-V-E, cos i have to keep my hands up through the whole piece. it's really really tiring, kay.

after that we had our break... decided to go back to church and visit. realised that there were people in the Oikos room, didn't want to disturb so i went in quietly and sat down. strange, they didn't notice me. think it was Risheng, Rixin and Yixin ba. not sure. anyway, it was only until Faye, Jacqueline and Yilin walked in that they realised i was there. then Mr and Mrs Liew walked in. then Hui Shan and Hui Min walked in.

everyone looked the same... rather happy that they're all alright ^^ no wait. Hui Shan didn't look the same. couldn't recgonise her at all, with her rebonded hair. why is she constantly changing her hairstyle ><"

Faye, Jacqueline and Yilin decided to go out and get dinner, i decided to go back to school for free dinner. it was maddening that the band room was locked, so i had to carry my bag around. turns out my sec 2 seniors were handing out the food. have to admit i got quite *ahem* apprehensive. they were like," HAPPY BIRTHDAY," and," ENJOY YOUR MEAL"

then when Mrs Lee came by... "aiyah, you performing later right? eat more eat more!" then put a lot on her plate. and when Mr Tee came by... "aiyah, Mr Tee so skinny, eat more eat more!" then put even more on his plate. then when he said that it was really messy, Cheryl Ho said," aiyah, it's going into your stomach anyway." damn funny, no one else was as enthusiastic as them in giving out food. i stole some dessert before they were gone. they were small little balls with custard(?) inside. heh, tried giving them out but i dropped one. still managed to help ^^ Marissa stole some before they were all cleared out too.

then when i took my food... wow. seniors saw me, immediately," hey, this one must put a lot." then really piled the fried rice onto my plate. >< had to sit on the floor cos there wasn't enough chairs/ tables.

was rather glad Yilin could come for the concert ^^ eh, seriously wor, my seniors put a lot into it kay. recruits put a lot of effort into it as well. and Kedah band is really impressive. even from the back it was still too loud for me ><

anyway... after that it got rather upsetting lah. we recruits had to move tables and benches and chairs and stands and (?!) perc instruments while seniors went to send Kedah band off. well, i can't blow up at my seniors cause they went up to get instruments when they found out the recruits were moving them. note, it's clarinet seniors, okay? but got rather upset when i realised that the rest of our seniors were sitting in the band room talking to each other while we carried the percussion instruments.

and that IDIOT interrupted our perfect moment! Sylvia had something to say to us, and he interrupted!!! GRR. Kelly cried kay... it was so... awwww... second last time we'll see her cry. still have handover day. which is in 1 week plus... sian. haven't been practising much. hope i can play well enough by then ><

yeah, sure seniors did piss us off rather badly yesterday... but still... still love them lah.

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rather sad, when you see someone cry and that person refuses to be consoled. and i really don't know what to do ><

盛晓玫 - 为何对我这么好

走过熙攘人群，
踏遍天海角涯,
找不到一份爱象耶稣。
他抚慰我心，
他怀抱我灵，
测不透的不求回报的爱情。

爱到为我降生，
爱到为我受死，
爱到体恤我一切软弱。
他柔声呼唤，
他耐心守侯，
永不停息无怨无悔的爱情

他为何对我这么好？
我虽然不好他却听我每个祈祷，
或在宁静清晨，
或在伤心夜里。

他为何对我这么好？
我虽然不配他还爱我如同珍宝，
此情山高海深，
主你为何对我这么的好？

no, we're not worth it, but He thinks we are, and so, we are.

later, toony