i SCREWED UP my math test. SURPRISE SURPRISE. and the 自渎 paper as well. and i wouldn't be surprised if i screwed my Chinese oral up either. SURPRISE SURPRISE.
sincerely speaking, i don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. i'm not practising my clarinet much, my piano's sliding back, and my grades are dropping like SIAO.
WHY AM I SO FREAKINGLY UNFOCUSED? WHY WHY WHY???!!!
NOTHING'S BEEN WRONG IN MY LIFE LATELY, ONLY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAYS! WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH ME???
why am i so unbelievably distracted? WHY? i recently spoiled my calculator, i keep forgetting stuff, i'm neglecting my piano and clarinet, WHY? what have i been doing all this while? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
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recruits stayed back to do some practising today. can't believe handover's coming so soon. I CAN'T WAIT!!! :D
hmm, if i can take up another instrument, i want to play the saxaphone. it really seems so fun and so cool, how could Tanya possibly dislike it? it's so cool okay! :D
AND SERIOUSLY LAH. CHERYL HO I WANT MY HAIR TIE BACK.
AND ALYSSA POHthe senior who loves me so much ^^ and the senior who i love as much too ^^ STOP TAKING MY HAIR TIE SO OFTEN!!!
i'm actually rather surprised you could reach so high.
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look. i'm not hiding from the sun. i'm not afraid of it.
i didn't need you to say anything to me. i'm fine, i'm perfectly fine. if someone is around, i can't cry. and i know crying would make everything feel alright.
so next time when you see me cry, please, leave me alone. thanks.
and please please please don't comment about this segment. thanks.
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Corrine May - Safe In A Crazy World
I try to smile my tears away, I try to keep my cool. Oh but one more door gets in my way I feel like such a fool Trampled and bitter, My heart just wants to bleed and stop Believing in me.
It feels like nothing is for certain And that nothing comes for free When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams I stumble and I crumble and I'm sinking to my knees for you You cradle me
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
Noise keeps chasing me No matter where I go Oh and life likes pretending that it's on a TV show When it's hard to tell what's real From what the world just wants to preach You are the voice I seek
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world
'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms Nothing else can touch me What a wonderful way to recharge I feel like I can breathe again
You keep me flying You keep me smiling You keep me safe in a crazy world You understand me Embrace my fragility You keep me safe in a crazy world And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again but are you willing to hold me? later, toony
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PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
