Monday, July 30, 2007

surprise surprise.

SURPRISE.

i SCREWED UP my math test. SURPRISE SURPRISE. and the 自渎 paper as well. and i wouldn't be surprised if i screwed my Chinese oral up either. SURPRISE SURPRISE.

sincerely speaking, i don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. i'm not practising my clarinet much, my piano's sliding back, and my grades are dropping like SIAO.

WHY AM I SO FREAKINGLY UNFOCUSED? WHY WHY WHY???!!!

NOTHING'S BEEN WRONG IN MY LIFE LATELY, ONLY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAYS! WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH ME???

why am i so unbelievably distracted? WHY? i recently spoiled my calculator, i keep forgetting stuff, i'm neglecting my piano and clarinet, WHY? what have i been doing all this while? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!

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recruits stayed back to do some practising today. can't believe handover's coming so soon. I CAN'T WAIT!!! :D

hmm, if i can take up another instrument, i want to play the saxaphone. it really seems so fun and so cool, how could Tanya possibly dislike it? it's so cool okay! :D

AND SERIOUSLY LAH. CHERYL HO I WANT MY HAIR TIE BACK.

AND ALYSSA POHthe senior who loves me so much ^^ and the senior who i love as much too ^^ STOP TAKING MY HAIR TIE SO OFTEN!!!

i'm actually rather surprised you could reach so high.

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look. i'm not hiding from the sun. i'm not afraid of it.

i didn't need you to say anything to me. i'm fine, i'm perfectly fine. if someone is around, i can't cry. and i know crying would make everything feel alright.

so next time when you see me cry, please, leave me alone. thanks.

and please please please don't comment about this segment. thanks.

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Corrine May - Safe In A Crazy World

I try to smile my tears away,
I try to keep my cool.
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter,
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me.

It feels like nothing is for certain
And that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and
I'm sinking to my knees for you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's on a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world

'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
but are you willing to hold me?
later, toony

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SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(: she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D

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- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
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- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person



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