slept at 12+... woke up at 9... and realised i fell asleep halfway through prayer. again. >.<
should make it earlier ><
then spent my whole morning setting up my new CD player. finish liao find out that the automatic door refuses to open. and there isn't any space for it to open. screwed.
not only that, had to pull out my bed frame to move my table lamp. then had to push it back. alone.
and i just found out my room is super dusty. sneezed like SIAO.
okay, i had instant laksa for lunch and i've officially decided that i really dislike laksa.
and laksa and chocolate gives a person a damn bad throat. and a terrible cough.
...
the weather isn't really helping either. damn cold now ><
maybe it's the realisation of my mountainous homework pile. sian.
FRIED MARS BARS. maybe it's inadvisable to have them tomorrow. grr.
...
i also don't know what to say about it anymore. from now on, i can only pray and hope it'll turn out okay... they're not insults, nor needless critisicm. they're words spoken from the mouths of people who truly care. com'on girl. sian. i can't believe i couldn't recgonise my own face.
haiz, can only think of Reflection now...
Christina Aguilera - Reflection
Look at me you may think you see who I really am But you’ll never know me Every day, is as if I play a part Now I see if I wear a maskI can fool the world but I can not fool my heart
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show who I am inside?
I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world what’s inside my heart And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don’t know? Must I pretend that I’m someone else for all time? When will my reflection show who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must be free to fly That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal what we think how we feel Must there be a secret me I’m forced to hide? I won’t pretend that I’m someone else for all time When will my reflection show who I am inside?
When will my reflection show Who I am inside? praying... for things to be less complicated... to be easier to understand... and for everything to be alright again.? later, toony
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PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
33/25/3001
SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
