i can blast without a clarinet.

just ask Fann, Amelia, Sylvia and Amilyn. they were present then ^^

heh. today showcased some of the talentED and the talentLESS. :D

seriously man, i just love blasting without my clarinet. (basically yelling out songs at the top of your voice)

ha. i seriously wonder why Amilyn would rather jingle the bells then play jingle bells with us. LOL.

and i'm rather thankful i had seniors around to play Last Ride of the Pony Express with me. thanks seniors! (Pei Wen, Pan E and Cheryl Ho) :D

AND I FINALLY GOT MY RUBBER BAND BACK!!! :D

haiz, wanted Sylvia to play her Sunrise and Safari solo again lah. it's like, the first solo i ever heard her play... and that's probably the last i'll be hearing for a long long time... sad :(

i don't know if i should look forward to handover. seriously, i want to join main band, but i don't want the sec 4s to leave either.

pity, there's nothing i can do. if i had a choice, i would want to join main band and sec 4s stay forever... but that's impossible.

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enough about band! we did hip hop during PE today. rather interesting. did it with 4SY and 3GR. that's Sheryl Cheng and Rachel. it was rather fun ^^ went crazy, and we banged into each other rather often ^^

pity lah, next PE lesson is the same day as National Day, or i'd be doing with 4GR and 2SY. Marissa (Maria), Cheryl Ho and Pan E. pity ><

I MADE SUCH A NICE SHIRLEY TEMPLE. OF COURSE IT'S PRETTY, I MADE IT OKAY! :D

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i can't stand doing groupwork with you anymore. when you get so stressed, you just start blocking everyone else out and just become so selfish.

and please, please, please, don't ask me to make a choice between classmates and seniors. i love my seniors, i really do, okay. and a friend wouldn't put me in such a position. there's already that giant gaping hole, do me a favour, please don't enlarge it.

standing at crossroads, knowing full well you can't have both. it's terrible. and you wouldn't know how it feels like, cos you've never had that experience.

grow up.

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i hate making choices. i hate feeling the way i did during Home Econs.

here's a shoutout, people. don't EVER leave me alone with a sharp object when i fall as silent as i did during Home Econs.

BLOODY HELL WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT?

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seniors... band music... band... it's just about the only thing that keeps me going to school. but seriously, i think our school is completely SPAZ lah. which is great :D
i love you guys.

Backstreet Boys - Never Gone

I really miss you, a song that I gotta say
The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back in me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside, I know you are


Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone
No, no, no, no


I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
(Somehow) somehow you found a way
To see the good I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday yeah)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (in my life, yeah)
Never gone (gone from me)

If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again
(I will see you somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere)

(Never gone) Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close, always close), everyday (everyday, everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye (yeah, yeah)
I know you would be forever in my life

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are (in my heart is where you are)
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are

SYLVIA, AMILYN, THIS IS THE SONG I WAS TALKING ABOUT TODAY.

later, toony