Sunday, July 01, 2007

crap feeling.

feeling rather crappy right now.

anyway, to all Saltshaker peers, hope you guys had fun yesterday! :D and if y'all ever go back to East Coast Park, please get wet lah! :D

...

anyway... i really really hope saxaphone players won't die out lah... and i don't want to change sections... i love my clarinet. *hugs*

i need more sweet stuff! mentos contains insufficent sugar for me to remain high...

haiz...
you still haven't replied... did i do something wrong?
i was trying to recall the Lee Wei from P6.

and... i think i have a problem...

i really can't remember who she is. i only remember she didn't want to quite choir... didn't want to leave SC... didn't want to be upset... but i really can't remember who she is...

have i really changed that much? i mean... i'm not sure if it's for the better... and i'm not sure if it was for worst... cos i don't really like the me i am now...

...

going through a serious identity crisis here...
i told you about the one thing that still bothers me, and you laughed. are my problems amusing?
be yourself... be yourself... how do i know who i am? i mean... this girl... typing this... she's really confused... she doesn't know what else she can do except ask for help...

be yourself? wonder how many of us actually do that.

argh. whatever. i'll just try to be the girl God would like me to be.

徐怀钰 - 心中的遗憾

喜欢对着天空发呆
想着你的笑容出现在人海
你总是能让我开怀
忍耐我的坏
只是这一切将烟消云散

也许遇见你是个错
错在我们身处不同的时空
两颗心交会的时候
一分钟就足够
够我一辈子想念很久

我会选择离开
微笑告别伤害
我知道你心中的那份遗憾
当你为她戴上幸福的头盖
我含泪祝福你
有美的未来

想飞到千里外
期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖
但谢谢你让我体会了真爱
我永远记得你心中的遗憾

nice song... that's all.

and don't worry about me... i'm still happy ^^

later, toony

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she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(: she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
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