Sunday, June 17, 2007

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you think i like being this absent-minded? you think i enjoy being so out of focus? you know there's something wrong, but does that necessarily mean there's a guy involved? i just woke up! i slept at 2am earlier in the day, i got less than 8 hours of sleep the previous day, OF COURSE I'D BE OUT OF FOCUS. and haven't you contemplated that i might just be MOODY? just be UPSET and LONELY? REMINISCING HERE.

I AM NOT DREAMING OF SOME GUY.

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and just who am i trying to kid? sure i am, but that's not what's distracting me. that's not what matters most to me now.

argh. how can you possibly bear to ruin a happy mood like that? why do you have to make it so awkward and angry? IT'S NOT FAIR. you know how long it was since i last cried? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO RUIN IT?

HOW DO YOU POSSIBLY EXPECT ME TO WISH YOU HAPPY FATHER'S DAY LIKE THAT?

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i'm still happy ^^

my sister is no longer completely ignoring me now ^^

which is great!

i can ignore the insults, cos this is worth it.

BAND PRACTISE TOMORROW!!! I REALLY CAN'T WAIT.

and no, i haven't finished my homework yet. ah wells. who cares. fill my last week up.

keep my mind away from loneliness.

my beloved clarinet!!! i really can't wait!!!

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i haven't been practising the fingerings though. and i'm gonna be in trouble >.<

ah wells.

i'm still happy ^^

i hope.

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SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(: she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
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