Saturday, March 24, 2007

life seriously sucks...

i lost my watch!!! hope it's still at teacher Evelyn's place... shit... it's damn ex lah... if i lose it... i'm like... dead... no...

took LRT from the wrong platform... should have gone on the other side... saves time...

and i took the MRT from CHOA CHU KANG. CHOA CHU KANG to NEWTON.

can't believe it lah. Clement's car drove right past me and i got there earlier than him.

was panting and sweating like mad when i got to the room lor...

my ranting time...

wish i hadn't told them...

should have been my secret...

i'm so darn stupid kay...

seriously didn't want to go home...

wish today would start all over again...

then i could get the visit again...

feel warm and loved again...

go to church again...

worship the Lord again...

argh... desperately wish i could turn back time...

he's avoiding me now...

i know it doesn't really show...

but i know he's avoiding me...

ah well... maybe it's better that way...

so emo right now... emo...

can't stand the prospect of having to go to school for another week...

it's so difficult to survive it now...

just dreading school...

damn it...

i need to be free...

really want to just go out and play...

be free for just a few hours...

without having to think about mum...

or dad...

or my sis...

that would be great...

where the only person to answer to is God...

that would be great...

that would be perfect...

just a few hours...

i need to fly again...

it's suffocating alright...

i can't even blog in peace...

so trapped... i can't take it anymore...

i need to be free... there are too many boundaries,,, way too many...

argh... i really, really, really can't take it anymore...

think i'll just go back to working with the penknife...

seriously emo until i can die...

argh... help...

life seriously, seriously, sucks.

later, toony

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