Monday, March 19, 2007

i just can't stop thinking...

pastor Jonathan... hmm... can't tell if i liked his sermon or not... hmm... cos i only liked the last part...

he asked for people to come out to be touched by him... i went up... hoping i would be able to feel Him once more... i was so nervous... my legs didn't want to take my weight... seriously wanted to just fall onto my knees before the altar... kinda regret not doing it though...

i remember... he placed both hands on my head... he was trembling... and i think i was trembling too... he prayed for God to give me a sinker... for there are really too many distractions in my life... he knew... he knew just by doing that... God must have really been working through him or something... and i just knew... knew i had finally found a reason for living... a reason to study... to work... to take exams... it's all for Him... that's all.

yep.

got back my History today... sucked lah... i failed... i failed... how am i gonna tell my parents? it's like... there's no way i can be in the top 5% of the level now... no way... haiz...

really hope he can tutor me in History... really hope he can...

haiz...

if it would ease my suffering, i would say i love you too...

as it happens, there's no way i can ever say that to you...

you're just a big brother... a good friend to me...

i advise you to forget about it...

haiz...

later, toony

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