i'm slacking again!!!!! i'm supposed to be studying... supposed to forget about computers... and i DON'T have anymore time to study... should have started a long time ago... wah... super stressed out... only 3 weeks left... and i'm still updating daily...
gonna have to stop updating this month... so sorry... when i get a serious breakdown, i'll blog, kay? i don't dare to SMS... my mum will get mad...
and small foot... if you stop blaming yourself, you'll be a super evil dude... so blaming yourself isn't that bad... it'll pass with time... if you want to cry, just cry. don't keep it inside... i can't keep my tears inside... they always find their way out and it's annoying sometimes... i cried the day before... so don't worry about it... even my principal encourages it... just cry if you need to... pray hard... don't care so much about the pain... study... study... aiyah... you don't have motivation to study... i'm super stressed out... so weird... study... is important... but forcing yourself to study when youdon't feel like it isn't going to work... trust me, i know...
so... must cheer up first... must think of happy things... like pandas... and monkeys... and my sis and i being good friends... yeah... and your friend super clumsy leh... your friend aly... haha... and must talk to humourous people... they make you smile... must have been funny to see that ball *conk* on your friend's head... just keep imagining what it looks like... so funny...
ran home in the rain today... super heavy rain... and i ran home in it... i KNEW i should have packed my umbrella... but i was too lazy... never mind... running in the rain is so fun... haha... hope i don't fall sick... still recovering from last week...
wah... got one question wrong for listening compre already... that's 0.5 marks gone for english psle... that's 0.5 marks lower than everyone else... die lah... should have listened properly... i was so distracted... stupid idiot keeps popping up in my head... cannot stop thinking about everything... that's why i missed it... die...
but, i will continue to SMILE. so small foot... you MUST be happy! if you're not, then when i'm not happy, no one will comfort me anymore!!! then i'll be so sad, and you'll be even sadder, and that's not good.
so i'm ODERING you to be happy! GET ME???!!! and must smile when you think of me, cos' i can be very comical sometimes... cowering in front of amanda lim and priscilla lol... so childish all of a sudden... made me forget about PSLE... die...
really have to go now...
praying for readers! and you too! you know who you are...
later, toony
Panda loves !
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PROFILE
Child of God
SHE'S a real person, but she shall just be known as toonyweeny here(:
she loves Sophie(her B flat clarinet) and Sophia(the alto clarinet).
she loves Percy(her piano) just as much too(:
she really hopes you remember May 16 as it is an important day to her.
she loves SC and SC Band, and really hopes that things will go back to normal.
she's still waiting and hoping, but don't treat her like a fool(:
she is really really sincere, having been in it for four years.
lastly, she really hopes you have a nice time here :D
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SOUNDS
SITE RULES
RULES PLACED HERE .
- be nice(:
- please don't flame pandas here(:
- or clarinets
- or pianos.
- leave a tag!
- smile! Jesus loves you!:D
WHAT I WANT
WISHLIST
- music stand
- my own clarinet
- Skin Food nail polish! :D
- nice blank notebooks
- albums of band songs
- Whenever You Remember, You Raise Me Up and nice piano scores
- Christian literature
- ice-cream maker
- Topshop stuff!
- panda stuff
- WORLD PEACE!
RESOLUTIONS
- focus on GOD
- be a better daughter
- be more motivated to do stuff
- study hard!
- practise my piano and my clarinet much much more
- do well for grade 7 practical and theory
- get straight A1s
- give my parents more than enough reason to let me go back to church
- get my own clarinet
- be a better person
