hey... today was a whirlwind of emotions... i was haappy yesterday cos' God was gonna break my heart today... and... small foot's friend is sad... i can't give that person a reason to smile... i can only cry with that person... if it'll make that person happier... but... try to find out what's wrong... why your friend is so sad... and pray for her... comfort her... but pray really hard for her... if your friend's a her... yeah... sorry for the bad advice... but please don't continue to read this... it'll only worry you more...

i wrote this on a piece of paper today... when i grow up,i want to be able to help people. i want to be able to protect the environment, and i want to be able to save endangered animals. i would like to help people as i would like this world to be filled with more happy people. i would like to protect the environment as i would like fuuture generations to have a nice, safe, UVray-free environment to live in. i want to protect endangered animals as i would like everyone to see rgese magnificent animals like pandas, white tigers, whales, dolphins etc.if i can, i would like to be able to find a dodo bird. if there is even one feather of the dodo bird left, i would like to ensure that they roam this planet again. i would like the world to be able to appreciate the environment and everything in it :).

sigh... that innocence didn't last long... stupid charcoal... you see... today, after recess, fann gave her my bottle, but charcoal won't give it back. so i played with her bottle and dropped it twice. pure accident. she dropped mine once and banged it against things so many times. fine.

she got her face cramps again. i know, i should have given it back to her earlier but i put it on her table nicely. i didn't slam it. and what did she do? not only did she not putr it on my table, she told me to take my bottle before she dropped it. deliberately. when i took it, she had started to let go. can see why fann, esther, nicole and priscilla hate her so much.

comments:
N: LW, i oso hate her, thank you very much.
E: me too.
F: i mean... everyone hates her...
C: i dun... well i hate her too she tt just because she's BIGGER sized. horizontally and vertically...hahax

so wu liao... haha

and the AEP show was so nice. mrs mohindi let us go down late and we got scoldedbecause of that. but the drumming was so nice... wish my sis would do it with me... don't need to ask, she will reject. seriously very nice....

and... small foot... please don't read this... i have to write it down, but please don't read it...






you see... i just went to my p2 and p3 best friend's blog... she said that she was blessed with many good friends... a long list... but my name wasn't there...and... she didn't mention me at all... like i'm no longer there... forgotten... and... and... it's so... sad to realise that i didn't affect her life in any way... i... can't explain it...

but... i had better stop living in the past... there's the future to look forward to... can't be hopeful about it.. i probably won't get any happier... sigh... small foot... if you read this... so sorry... making you worry... don't worry about me...

praying for readers... praying for peace...

later, toony